Chapter 1 Why Me

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Elsa's POV

~ 17 months ago~

I sat on my bed, looking at baby names. A couple weeks ago, the doctor told me it would be a boy. I can only imagine what he would look like. I can imagine him having my nose and smile. And Jacks eyes and silver hair.

I sighed. I know its been six months since we broke up but I still miss him. I take a picture off of my bed and hold it in my hands. It was of me and Jack, on our first date. We were at the park. It was one of my best memories. But now it was just a reminder. A reminder of him proposing, and a reminder of him cheating.

I put it back on the night stand and wipe away my forming tears. Anna keeps telling me to forget him and move on. But I can't. He was my all and a part of me.

I sigh slightly and look back to my computer. I felt a movement in my stomach. I want to the bathroom and shut the door behind me. Before I flush I pear into the toilet. I start the break out in tears. Anna bangs on the door. I open it, holding my stomach and bursting into tears. She embraces me in her arms.

"Els what's wrong?!" I cry louder.

"T... take me t... to the h... hospital!" I speak through my sobs.

"Ok." She put her arm around my shoulder and walks me to her car. She put me in and runs to her side. She starts the car up and races to the hospital. We drive past Jacks house on the way. I put my hand on the window as we past the house. His dad walks out the front door. I guess he saw me cause his once cheerful smile turned into a concerned strait face. I put my hands over top of my eyes so I don't have to look anymore. I sob even more.

"We're almost there Els. We're almost there." I hear Anna mumble as if she was trying to calm me down, but it was really for her. She reach the hospital. She runs to me. When we get inside, two men run to me, separating me from Anna.

"Anna!" I quietly whisper.

Anna's POV

I sit in the waiting room. The anxiety was killing me. A nurse walks up to me looking concerned. I leap off my seat and run to her.

"Is she ok?!" I worriedly ask. She sighs.

"Doctor Fritz would like to speak to you about your sister."I gulp.

"O... Ok" I follow nurse to a man standing with a clip board in his hand. I run towards him.

"Is she ok?! Please tell me she's ok!" He faintly smiles.

"Your sister is fine. I have prescribed her anti-depressants." Anti-depressants? Why?!

"Wait... Anti-depressants?" He nods.

"Yes I'm afraid so."

"Won't that affect the baby?!" Would it? I think I read about it harming the babies growth.

"Well that's the thing... when you brought her here, did you know what was happening to your sister?"

"N... no. She just burst into tears while she was in the bathroom."

"Anna... I'm afraid to tell you your sister had a mis char-edge. The baby died inside of her. She is in one of the beds resting after the surgery."

"Surgery?!" My vision became blurry as my eyes teared up.

"Yes. If the baby stayed inside her any longer, it would severely affect your sisters heath. She's lucky you brought her here in time." I try to smile.

"So whats the anti-depressants for?"

"Well... your sister might become severely depressed which could affect her physical and mental state." I nod slowly

"But on the brighter side of things, she is expecting to make a full recovery physically but not mentally, so I recommend that she goes to this support group."

He hands my a card with a small picture of hands. 'D.V.S.G' which stood for Depression. Victim. Support. Group. I put the card in my jean pocket.

"Could I maybe see my sister?" He smiles and nods.

"Of course you can. Follow me." He lead my to a room with a curtain for a door. I move the curtain and see Elsa peacefully sleeping on the hospital bed. I smiled and started to cry slightly as I sat beside her.

Elsa's POV

I open my eyes. I bright light shines in them, causing my to squint. I turn to my eyes to not have to look at the light. I she Anna sleeping in a chair beside me. I start to sit up slowly. My stomach feels like someone was stabbing it. I stop moving and the pains goes away. I move a blanket from over top of my gut and look down. My stomach was back to normal size again. The baby! The last thing I would have of Jack. I started to sob. Anna wakes up instantly and moves towards me. She tries to smile.

"You know?" She asks, holding my hand. I nod quickly. She embraces me in her arms. I hug her back tightly, crying into her shirt.

"It's ok Els. It's ok."

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