You Again

Chapter 4 I Still Love You

Elsa's POV

Jacks eyes locked in with mine. We were both shocked. My heart started beating faster and faster. I was screaming to be let out and was succeeding. I started to panic. I haven't seen him in two long years.

He panics as and searches his pocket for something. He pulls out a bottle. He tries to shake something out. He slams the empty bottle on the ground. His hands clenched his hair as if be was going to pull it out.

"Jack?" I put my hand on his shoulder. I could feel him calming down. He kelp his back turned to me. Like he was hiding something.

"Jack? Are you ok?" He finally turns to me. His face pale, pupils dilated, breathing heavily, and he was sweating from head to toe.

"Uh yeah yeah I'm fine." I says quickly.

"Jack I know I haven't seen you in two years but I still now when your lying." He looks into my eyes.

"Let's take a walk. We can catch up on things." I take his hand. Suddenly I relies what I was doing and quickly pulled away.

"I... I'm sorry!" I panic. He laughs a bit.

"It's ok Els." He still calls me Els. I smile at the good memories of him which were all of them except for one but I try my best not to remember it.

We walk to a park, completely silent. He puts his hands in his pockets and looks at the ground

"So how have you been? I haven't seen you in awhile." He looks up me. I laugh a bit.

"Yeah." I start to think of the mis car-edge. I stop walking.

"Els what's wrong?'' I sit down on the nearest park bench. He sits beside me and puts his arm around me.

"Are you going to tell me?" He nervously laughs a bit. I start to cry. I cried like there was no tomorrow. Jack just held me in his tight embrace.

"Jamie." I whisper. He looks at me confused.

"Our... our child. I was going to name him Jamie." He still looks at me confused but more concerned now.

"What do you mean were?'' He asks. I hold back my tears and take a deep breath.

"He... he died while I was still pregnant... with him!" I cried again, holding onto his shirt. He raps both arms around me. Hugging me tightly. I pull away and brush my dress.

"Well that's enough of my sad past two years." I guested for him to speak. He clears his through.

"Well... seven months after... the incident I was... rushed to the hospital and spent the passed years recovering, taking anti-depressions, and ... taking these weird pills when I though of... you. Well us." I blush when he mentioned us.

I missed us. Jack was the best thing to happen to me. When I was with him... all my troubles went away and no one could separate us.

"Jack I... I'm so sorry." I take his hand in mine be instinct. I actually didn't notice until I saw Jacks face turn red.
I pulled away quickly. He chuckled a bit and I could feel my face burning up.

"Jack if you don't mind me asking... we were you in the hospital?" His happy expression faded away and the regretful one a rose.

"It's fine. Someone was going to find out someday." I gulp. I hold his hand, but this time, on purpose.

"Elsa I... I tried to k...kill m... myself." He muttered looking away. I covered my mouth in shock. My eyes teared up with shock.

"Why?!" He look at me with weary eyes as well.

"I loved you Els! I still do! And I couldn't live with myself after I broke your heart!" He stood up off the bench and walked to the fish pond.
I was in complete shocked.

He still loved me?! Why didn't he try to talk to me sooner?

I stand up and walk towards him.

"And I know you don't love me but I still do!" I could hear me walking towards me. I take his hand in mine. He faces me. I put me arms around his neck.

"I never said I didn't love you." I kiss him on the lips. I could sense his eyes staying open. I release and look at him. I put my hands by my side and turn my back to him.

"Jack I know we haven't seen or spoke
to each other for two years. But can we try to work things out?"

I turn back to him. He instantly kisses me, putting his hands on my waist, pulling us closer together. I put my hands on his neck. My hands played with his hair. He pulled away slowly.

"Of course we can Els." He smiles. I start to cry happy tears. He wiped them away this his thumb. He takes his hand and intertwines it with mine. We walk back to where we first ran into each other today.

All the way there, we talked about all the good things that happened in the past years. I mentioned my promotion as CEO of Discorp inc. and Jack td me about his internship there. We laughed and enjoyed each others company.

Sadly we were back at the cars. I sighed sadly and looked down. He lifted up my face with his hand.

"Can you meet me here tomorrow?" I asks. I nod quickly. He smiles and kisses me softly on the lips.

"I'll see you tomorrow." I head to my car and heads to his.

"Wait Jack!" He turns around. I run to him, leaping into his arms, kissing him passionately as a goodbye kiss. My arms around his neck. After sone time kissing against his car we pull away and look at each other.

"I love you!" I whisper.

"I love you to Els!" He kisses me quickly and puts my down on the ground, walking me to my car. I write down my phone number.

"Text me some time." I say as I pass him the piece of paper. He smiles and excepts it.

"Oh course I will Snowflake."