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CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

I DON'T OWN KHR... IT BELONGED TO AMANO AKIRA SENSEI

WARNING: GRAMMAR ERROR, WRONG USE OF WORDS, WRONG SPELLING, GENDER BENDER

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"Are you truly my mother, Tsuna-san?" asked Mamoru, tears sliding down his cheek.

"Mamoru, actually---," before Tsuna could finish her word, she feel someone grabbed her hand. She looked down and saw Mamoru looked at her with teary eyes.

"Please tell me that it's a lie. Please tell all in that book was a lie. I begging you," cried Mamoru. Tsuna only remain silent. Of course, she can't deny it. Mamoru was truly her son, her own flesh and blood.

"I'm sorry, Mamoru," whispered Tsuna sadly.

"No, I don't want to believe it. You're not my mother. Never!!" shouted Mamoru in protest before ran out of the bedroom. Tsuna sat on the bedside while rubbed her head. She sighed in defeat.

"I can't be strong anymore, Kyoya," whispered Tsuna in sadness. She was too engrossed in her thought; even she didn't realize that someone sat beside her. When Tsuna realized someone touched her hand, she looked at Hayami who smiled slightly at her. Suddenly, Hayami pulled Tsuna to her hug.

"You did well, Tsuna. It is fine now. It is okay to let go. It's alright, I'll be right here for you," said Hayami. Just hearing those words, Tsuna let out the feelings she been holding up until now. She cried on Hayami's shoulder. Just for today, let her let out all her sadness and pain.

"I'm sorry for blaming you when you send Mamoru away to Seira and I didn't even know the reason behind it. I'm sorry for judging you, Tsuna," said Hayami in tremble voice. She wasted 4 years of her friendship with Tsuna. Later, she joined Tsuna in crying.

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"Tsuna is a liar, she's a liar," chanted Mamoru while running. Just when he about to turn around the corner, he bumped onto someone. Before his head made contact with the floor, he could feel someone grabbed his arm.

"Mamoru, are you okay?" asked Yamamoto. He sighed in relief when he successfully catches the boy from getting hurt. But, when he sees the boy's red eyes, he becomes panicked.

"Are you hurt?" said Yamamoto nervously when the child in front of him continued to cry. Mamoru hugged Yamamoto.

"Tsuna-san lied to me. She's not my mother because she never loved me. She gives me to Mom," cried Mamoru. Yamamoto smiled slightly and carried Mamoru to the dining room.

"Now, wipe that tears. You really didn't look good with tears," said Yamamoto, sitting beside the crying boy.

"I knew just a story to tell you at this moment. I hope you like fairytale," said Yamamoto and Mamoru only stared at him. Yamamoto guessed that maybe Mamoru really want to hear his story.

"Once upon a time, a baby girl was born. The mother and father were happy with her birth. But above all, the happiest person is her grandfather who is also a king. She was the heir to the throne and instantly became a princess. For every heir, six people were chosen to be the guardians. But for the princess, seven was chosen. Each of them bears each color of the rainbow from red until indigo, except orange," said Yamamoto.

"Why?" asked Mamoru curiously.

"This is because every heir bears the orange color. Go back to the story, during the princess already reached her teen age, she was introduced to her guardians and they instantly became best of friends. Well, except the purple guardian. He was an antisocial person. But even though he was like that, he still remains as the princess' favorite guardian. That was proof when suddenly the princess was kidnapped by the neighbor country; he was the only one able to save the princess. To shorten up the long story, they fall in love and later get married. Several months after that, the princess became pregnant,"

"This probably ends like other fairytale story. The princess and the purple guardian live happily ever after, right?" asked Mamoru.

"How I wish for it ends up like that," said Yamamoto sadly. Mamoru looked at him in question.

"But, when the pregnancy reached almost 7 months, the purple guardian was called for a duty. The princess didn't allow for him to go as her delivery is almost up. But, the guardian promised that he returned before the baby born. The princess waited for her husband's news but none of it comes. After a month, a soldier who heavily wounded said that the guardian was killed by an enemy but his body was never found. The princess later gives birth to a baby boy. That moment, the princess made a biggest decision in her life. That is to give her baby away and search for her husband and she done it for the baby to feel what complete family is," said Yamamoto. He caressed Mamoru's black hair when he saw his face turned into sad one.

"You know, this story is based on Tsuna, your real mother. She is the princess in this story, you're the baby and the purple guardian is your dad," said Yamamoto. Mamoru looked up at him in shock.

"You probably unsatisfied when you know that Tsuna gave you to Seira. You feel betrayed by her. You probably thought that she didn't love you for her easily to give you away. Am I right?" asked Yamamoto and the boy slowly nodded.

"It was a tough decision for her, Mamoru. It was never easy because she loved you so much. Her heart was broken when she gave you away because she feels she could raise you up herself. But, she didn't want to see you grow up with the lack of parent's love. Ever since she gave you away, she was never the same. She lost her smile. Even if she smiled right now, it was never the same with the smile she had before. Return back the cheerful smile on her face. No one can do it except you," said Yamamoto. Mamoru remains silent before Yamamoto gave him Seira's letter. Mamoru looked up at him. Mamoru didn't talk much, truly like Hibari.

"I found it in the hallways, probably someone accidently dropped it. Read it, probably Seira have something to tell you," said Yamamoto, leaved the boy alone with his letters.

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Mamoru opened the letters slowly when Yamamoto moved out of the dining table.

Dear Mamoru,

When you read this letter, it means that I already gone. Be strong like your mother. I didn't know if you know it yet, but you weren't my son. I'm sorry for keeping this secret from you. I couldn't tell you the truth. Not until your real mother told me to tell you so.

Do you remember that you always tell me about how you want Yuki-sama to be your real Mama? Actually, you didn't have to wish for it because she was truly yours. I was the person who first holds you when she gave birth to you. You came early to this world, Mamoru. Your Papa was killed by an enemy but his body was never found. That makes your Mama believes that he is still alive.

When the news came to her, she was so shocked that she almost had miscarriage at that time. She almost lost you, Mamoru. But, she successfully delivered you and begged for me to look after you. It didn't mean that she didn't love you; actually she loved you so much, more than her life. You first were given to my care when you were only six months.

But, you were a clever baby. Almost every night, you cried a lot. Nothing can stop you from crying at that moment. But, when Yuki-sama brought you to her embrace, you instantly calm down. When she tried to put you back, you started to cry again. It almost as if you didn't want to lose her warmth. It stays like that for another six months. When you turned one year old, you are able to adapt yourself to others. That is when you were taken care, fully by me.

I loved you but Yuki-sama loved you more. I bet that I couldn't loved you like how she loved you. Love her back, okay? Take care of yourself, my dear son.

In tears, Mamoru brought the letter to his face and cried on it.

"Mama," whispered Mamoru softly, finally accepting the fact that Tsunayuki Sawada is his mother.

TO BE CONTINUED...

A/N: THIS STORY TURNED OUT BORING... I THINKING OF DISCONTINUED IT