Right Now [ marco reus ]

dreizehn

Reus pov

I woke up in the morning. And i felt so dizzy. So i decided to took some medicine on the kitchen. But i felt someone hug my body. I think she's kathrin.

"Hi kathrin woke up" i said to her

"Morning Reus?" Wait why she can speak. And then i am surprise why caroline can be here

"Caroline what are you doing here? Just go" i said to her and pushed her

"You didn't remember about last night?" She said to me

Last night? What happend? And where's kathrin?

"I think you don't remember it huh? She raised her eyebrows

"What are u talking about? Just leave me alone" i said to her

"Why you said that to your girlfriend?"

"Wait? Why you say that?" I asked to her.

"You don't remember it,huh?" She walked closer to me and lean a passionately kiss to my lips. But i pushed her away

"Just go,leave me alone!" I said to her and then she leave me.

I sat down in the couch and i am so frustrated. I don't know what happened. I decided to go the kitchen and took some medicine,because i felt so sick. I drink it and i felt better,but i still had a headache. So i decided to took a some sleep in the bed room.

I walked to my room. When i arrived,i grab door handle and i open it,but i can't open it. I think kathrin still sleep.

"Hi kathrin,sorry if i disturb your sleep. Can you open the door please?" I knocked the door.

After 5 minutes,kathrin still not open the door. So i decided to broke down the door.

When the door opened,i saw red liquid in the floor. I wondered what's that. And then i smell stench on the floor. And i realized it's a blood.

"Kathrin are you okay?" I yell to her. But i don't get a respond. After 5 steps,i saw someone drop in the floor. And i realized she's kathrin. I ran to her and i saw her wrist bleeding.

"Kathrin woke up don't leave me" i said to her but she's don't wake up.

"Why you do this? Why you leave me? Just please woke up please" my eyes began watery and i cried in her body

When i cried in her body,i saw a paper in her hand,so i decided to read the paper.

Dear reus :

The time has come for me to move on. I don't come to this decision lightly, however, but now that I'm older, I've finally realized that there's a world of difference between living happily ever after and just living ever after. I may seem strong. But I'm not I'm just like anyone else. We can feel pain. We can die. And I won't be the one to destroy anyone else's hopes and dreams. Never again. So thank you for everything. Thank you because When I am down you come and sit awhile with me. Thank you for save my life. Nobody saves me the way you do. And i am sorry because i ruined your life. And now its time to say goodbye. So goodbye,and take care. I will always love you,reus

Your dumb girl : kathrin.

My hand began shaking when i read it. I can't hold it anymore. I cried on her body. I love her really love her,but i can't make her happy. I just can make her cry.

"I am sorry because i couldn't make you happy,i am sorry." I said to her but she's not respond it

"I just want to say i love you,kathrin" i said to her and i kiss her forehad for the last time.

Bad. i know it. i can't make a good ending. Thanks for the vote and comment. Love you guys!