I always thought it'd be simple. Me liking him, him liking me, but no it's way more complicated than that. Instead of just admitting to me about how he feels...he hid it. And while he's hiding his feelings there's someone else begging for my attention. But I continue to ignore that person because I'm giving my attention to the one I love. He will come around and whether he just wants to be friends, I will always have that burning love for him.
But there's another part to this romance story. While he's getting his feelings together there's someone else taking him away from me. Someone who makes my blood boil. She's always there...around him...next to him...watching his every move. And to be honest, I'm kinda jealous. Because you see, their close, closer than we could ever be. I just wish he would notice how strongly I feel for him, and even if he is moving soon, just give us a try.
She did it, she won. Even after he told me how he felt , he still went to her. I'm done...I cared.. a lot. He asked me if I would go out with him once he broke it off with his on and off girlfriend, and yet he didn't ask me out. I hate her because I'm jealous. Jealous she gets him and jealous he likes her. I wanna brake down and cry, dig a hole and die in it. I shouldn't care anymore nor love him, but I do and I'm sorry. My love for him is like a lit candle, and as the flame used to grow bigger and stronger, it's now slowly fading. The more he ignores me it fades, and the more I think about what he's told me it fades. You see, what hurt me the most was that he told me he loved me, then asks out the girl I hate the most. But she is lucky.
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Thoughts of the damned
Poetry" My love for him is like a lit candle, and as the flames used to grow bigger and stronger, it's now slowly fading. The more he ignores me it fades. The more I think about what he's told me, it fades. You see what hurts me the most, is that he told...
