Every time I look into the mirror I cry; I cry because all I see is the face of a fool. The face of a girl who's heart is literally breaking piece by piece everyday.
The girl in the mirror is now starting to believe what others are saying about him. They say " He's just playing you, he doesn't really love you." And that girl in the mirror has stayed strong and confident in him, but now she believes every word. Because they used to talk and hangout, but she's lucky enough to get one word outta him. He no longer says " I love you," " I miss you," or " I need you." Even the girls best friend believes what people are saying. " It's just a game!" they scream at her tell she feels suffocated. And what they don't know is that the girl in the mirror has thoughts, bad thoughts. And she wonders what her parents would say if she told them she cries each day till she cant breathe. She wonders if anybody knows what it feels like to think your not good enough for someone anymore? Or what it's like to feel like he wont be there for you or he doesn't care anymore? Feeling like if you give him space he will move on and replace you. Feeling like the only way to stop the pain in her chest is by hurting herself or drinking till she passes out. And literally feeling your heart brake...And when she looks in the mirror all she does is cry more.
And cries for hours on end, till she throws up. The girl in the mirror is breaking mentally and physically, and all those words her friends tell her dance around in her head everyday like a never ending rollercoaster. And she wishes they would stop; stop and look at things from her point of view and see how it is being her.. the girl who will remain a fool and will remember all the hurt she went through to become the fool.
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Thoughts of the damned
Poetry" My love for him is like a lit candle, and as the flames used to grow bigger and stronger, it's now slowly fading. The more he ignores me it fades. The more I think about what he's told me, it fades. You see what hurts me the most, is that he told...
