"I do not want to fall in love, but here am I desperately hopelessly drowning in love"
He sounds little unsure and stops for a moment his words has slurs that shows he is drunk and tipsy the smell of whiskey mixed with his cologne spice, luxury ,mu...
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"How is married life Kingston?" Ryan asks, playing with paper weight.
"Blissful" My answer is nonchalant focusing on the paper but a certain fucker sitting right in front of me asking questions about my marriage wants me to strangle the fuck out of him . With my reply he laughs like a maniac .
"You are a very bad liar Akil" He has a sly smile on his damn face and he clearly knows about my situation.
"I didn't know that your side job is being a truth detector Ryan ? What are you doing in London? Don't you have wedding plans to make ?" Now it's my time to annoy him, I purposely point out the wedding which will not happen in this eternity.
"Oh c'mon man I am here to see your miserable self. Did you think I missed you Kingston?" He raises his eyebrows trying to act nonchalant but I can see through his facade the way his jaw clenches, He is annoyed right now.
"Oh you don't miss me? But your everyday morning texts say otherwise" His smile drops when I show him the text he drops everyday like a clingy lover.
"It was a mistake ! Delete that!" He tries to snatch my phone but I was quick enough to lock the phone.
"Never in a million years" I smirk at his annoyed expression. He looks stressed well and his plan to stress me has backfired.
Didn't I told you Krueger, Learn when you pick your battle and also it's important to know who is fighting in the opposite but He never learns.
"Whatever I am leaving. Unlike you, my wife is waiting for me" My Jaw clenches, He is purposely doing this and I will not back down.
"She is not your wife yet" I point out the obvious.
"She is !" He slams the door of my office obviously with force. I see the cracks in the glass door.
Fucker.
It's been four days since I have been married to my sweetheart, I should be happy instead. I am miserable just like Ryan said. The distance between us is more than the distance between sea and sky. It is the distance that makes me miserable.
She clearly avoids me after her salt coffee incident, She avoids me like I am contaminated , I hate it. She sleeps early in the night and wakes up late in the morning which is so obvious she is doing that on purpose to avoid me. But least I could see her close now instead of through pictures and her music videos. Everyday I lie on the couch in our bedroom watch her like a creep.
I let her have the beauty sleep and my nights passes on by watching her sleep, I even count her breath. She inhales 19 times and exhales 19 times per minute. During my time of 6 hours observation it's totally 6840 inhales and exhales. I know it's very creepy when it comes to my sweetheart, everything about her is mine.
Stalkerish I know , I know. And also I give a damn about that.
I watched her for only 6 hours. I want to watch her all day and night but right now this is enough. I want her to be uncomfortable with my presence when she finally acknowledges me.
