How Rilaya Came to be ||•On Hold•||

Nose piercings and a bag to fight

{Maya}
My nose hurts like hell. Let me explain what happened I decided to get a nose piercing I'm changing my whole personality. But, I still have to get to school. I then put on a red crop top and blue denim high waisted shorts. I then look in the mirror and sigh. I then grab my bag that I packed and walked to school. My hair was down and it's usual curly self. When I get to school I see Riley I haven't seen her since we made out. She then walks up to me. "Hey how are-Is that a nose piercing?" she asks. "Yeah and tomorrow I'm getting my lip pierced." I say. "Okay this is getting out of hand." She says. She then looks down at my red heels. "Why are you dressed like this?" I ask. "Because I no longer give a shit" I say. "Look Maya-" I then interrupt her. "Look I have to get to class." I say. I then walk off. I can't wait until lunch.
[Lunch]
Finally I then go to the janitors closet and Paul out my bag. I then change into my white converse and put my hair in a high ponytail.I also put on some sweat pants. I then walk out and see him. I then walk up to him and I do it. I punch him right in the jaw. "What the hell Maya" he says. "You have your nerve to say that you boyfriend stealing bitch" I say and punch him again. "It's not my fault he loves me." I then get furious I then pick him up by the collar and smash his head again the lockers. I then kick him on the stomach causing people to come from the cafeteria. "Maya!" Mr. Matthews yells. "Shut the hell up." I say and smack him. He then holds his face. I then go back to hitting Farkle. Lucas then grabs me by the waist. "Stop Maya this is getting out of control" he says. I then try to escape but his grasp is too hard. I then look at Farkle. He has a bloody nose and a black eye. I did this. I'm a monster. "I'm a monster." I say. I then push Lucas off and I walk home. "Maya! Come back" I hear Mr. Matthews say. "Maya please." Lucas says. Tears then go down my face. I then walk home and go to my closet I go to the back of it and step on a stool I then grab a box I have in the back. I then sit down on the floor and grab the blade and slid it across my wrist. Everytime I think of something I slide it.
I'm a monster-slide
I'm not loved-slide
I can't find anyone-slide
I then go to my thighs and cut there. I have about 30 cuts combined. I then take a shower and lay down. I then hear a knock on the door but ignore it. "Maya please open up." I hear I just lay there and cry hoping I die.