My True Form

Chapter 6

*Aiden*

I woke up covered in sweat and shaking. I untangled myself from Zeke, who had ended up falling asleep on me early last night. He was speechless once he figured out who I was, so he just went to bed. I walked over to the door on the opposite side of his room. I slide it open slowly, to not wake Zeke. Once it's open I step out onto the balcony. I slide the door closed, leaving it cracked. The moon was shining right in front of me. The cool night breeze was blowing on me gently. I looked around, to make sure nobody could see and slide my shirt off. I look down at my now exposed abdomen. I sigh and run my fingers along my scars.

~~~~ FLASHBACK~~~~

"Mr. Lyez, w-what are you doing?" I walk backwards until I fall onto Zeke's bed.

"It'll only hurt at first." I can smell the booze in his breath. He holds his hand over my mouth. I don't know what's scarier. Possibly being raped by my best friend's dad or possibly being raped by a werewolf. He grabs my shirt and pulls it up. I feel the tears coming down my face before I realize how far he's going. I see him fumbling his belt and my eyes widen. I bite his hand and his eyes turn yellow. Crap!! I'm only 13. Why me?! He pulls his hand away and when I look at them I see his long claws. Shit. I scream bloody murder and before I can do anything else I feel a sharp pain across my chest and I see blood. I scream again and receive another slash. I now have seven. I pull my knee up and nail him in the crotch. He groans and rolls over, falling to bed. I stand shakily and hobble towards the door. I hear the bed creak then I feel my face bouncing off the floor. He straddles my back and slashes my back over and over again. I scream and then I hear the door swing open, revealing Zeke. I reach my arm out to him but I'm so weak it fails. I hear a loud bang then everything goes black.

~~~~END OF FLASHBACK~~~~

I wipe away a tear that rolled down my cheek. I grip the railing so hard my knuckles turn white. I hate what happened. I've never felt so vulnerable. I shake my head and close my eyes. I'm a fucking idiot. 'No you're not, baby. It wasn't your fault'. I turn around quickly and see Zeke standing right in front of me. I look away from him and try to not make eye contact. He pulls my face down slightly to look at him. His eyes start tearing up and he hugs me. I put my lips on the top of his head and wrap my arms around him. He pulls away but keeps his arms around my waist, it feels so good. He leans up and kisses me. I kiss him back harder and push him against the wall. I feel a throbbing in my southern region, god how can he do this to me? It's not right, is it? I don't just want to have sex with him and then have him regret it later on, that'd kill me. The warmth of his lips soon fades as he pulls back.

"You know if I didn't want this, or felt that I'd later regret it, I wouldn't be trying so hard. So would you just man up and fucking kiss me?" He looks like a little ball of sexy fury as he speaks. I don't know what comes over me but I grab his sides and throw him on the bed behind us. I hover over and kiss his neck. I feel his hands tangle in my hair as he turns into a moaning mess beneath me. I find the spot where his neck meets his collarbone and I feel my teeth sharpening and everything I see turns black and white. I open my mouth and clamp my teeth into his skin, mating him. He moans loud and arches himself into me. In the blink of an eye I'm pinned on my back with Zeke kissing and licking my neck, I know how he felt now. I feel a sudden sting then a wave of pleasure through my body. He rolls off of me and lays on the bed to the right of me. I hear a small knock on the door and we both freeze. I can't help the small smirk on my face as I go to the door. I swing it open only to find a completely terrified, crying Emerald.

"Baby, tell Aidy what's wrong." I picked her up and carried her into the room, closing the door behind me. She cries on my shoulder the entire walk to the bed.

"I had a bad dream, I'm scared." Zeke looked at me and rubbed her back.

"Hey Emmy, you wanna sleep in here with me and Aidy tonight?" Is it just me or is this man perfect? She nodded her head slowly and laid in the corner of the bed. I look at him and mouth 'thank you.' 

'no problem, I love having her around ' I hear his sweet voice swim through my head. I lean over and kiss him once before laying down next to Emerald. I feel the bed dip and feel Zeke's head on my chest. I open one eye and see him drape his arm over my stomach. I wrap my arm loosely around him and close my eyes again. This is my mate, and I wouldn't have it any other way.