In a warm house with a happy family
she wrote a poem inspired by a friend called Brady Bramley
And she named it ''Autumn Leaves''
because they were hanging from the house's eaves
And her English teacher gave her an A
along with very high praise
And her mother read it to the neighbors and to anyone who came
and proudly hung it on a wall inside a picture frame
And her father said that her grades were more than satisfactory
so he played card games with her and read her a bedtime story
And she became an older sister
to an adorable little boy that winter
And her friends gave her invitations to their parties'
as they shared their favorite candies
And her family got together to watch a movie called ''Mrs. Doubtfire''
And it made her laugh so hard that she thought her voice went higher
In a quiet library managed by a kind old lady
she wrote a poem as she lay in the arms of Brady
And she named it ''Happiness''
because moments with Brady were when she felt happiest
And her English teacher gave her a A
and told her to write better or else he'd give her a B
And her mother never read it to any neighbors and never hung it up at all
simply because her mother did not want the picture frame to damage the wall
And her father warned her about her dropping grades
and got angry when she wanted to play Spades
And the little brother that she loved very much
didn't like to play with her and called her a klutz
And her friends denounced her as their friend
so Brady hugged her tight and they ate skittles together instead
And her family never got together to watch any movies
since everyone else seemed to be more interested in blue cheese
In a chilly classroom with no one around
she wrote a poem dedicated to Brady, who was now buried beneath the ground
And she named it ''A Wish That'll Never Come True''
because to him, she never got the chance to say ''Thank You''
And her English teacher gave her an A and a long, steady look
and told her to focus more on reading the English textbook
And her mother never knew about it
because she flushed her poem down the toilet
And her father ignored every word she said
but payed attention to his son instead
And when she caught her brother hanging out with women and drinking wine
he said if she told their parents he would silence her with a piece of twine
And she sat alone at school under the leafy green trees
where her only friends were books and the light breeze
And her family didn't care when she said that Robin Williams had died
when she couldn't believe that someone who made her laugh so much was no longer alive
In a dark hallway where no person dare wander
she wrote a poem that Brady would never squander
And she named it ''Oblivion''
because that was exactly how she felt
And her English teacher gave her an F
because she never turned anything in
And her mother never spoke to her, one day after another
because her mother was constantly doting on her brother
And her father would look at her with disappointment and disgust
and he never knew how much it hurt her to be treated like dust
And her brother laughed at a picture of someone committing suicide at 4:48
and the words on the picture were ''Everyone cares when it's too late.''
And soon tears and emotions became knives and pens
and she forgot how to live and what it was like to have friends
And her family slept as she swallowed down cyanide at exactly 4:10
becoming the girl that will never write again
Published Date: May 31st, 2015
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