It's either him or him

Chapter 2

Looking around I see the one person I hated the most . Cit Figueroa and her little minions . I glance at her then back to Alex who gazes at me . I slightly smiled at him as he took my hand in his .
I notice my best friends sitting at a table yapping their mouths nonstop . As me and Alex walk over to them , I kiss Alex and hug him . "I'll see you later princess. " he said and I giggled at his statement.i watched him leave while my friends still chatter there mouths nonstop . "Cj there's a party on Friday , it's gonna be turnt .! You should seriously come with all your totally awesome besties. " jake spat out . I pushed him playfully and looked down at my shoes then to Kim. "Will you be comin Kim ?" I asked teasingly . She shook her head . "Cj , mind coming with me to the restroom puhleaseee??" I nodded my head

First thing I saw in the bathroom was cit and her minions doing there makeup. They looked like dolls that were fake , but ugly . I looked down as I passed by her . I feel something grasp my wrist tightly and turned to see cit holding onto me. She got closer to me and slapped me . I felt the sting that went through my cheeks . "Haven't i told you to stay away from 'my' man?!" I nodded my head and whined as she griped onto me even harder. I tried pulling away but the more I squirmed the more she tightened her grip. Kim blacked out and pushed cit against the wall and held her by her neck . I looked down to seem my hand bleeding . I whisper yelled to Kim that I was bleeding . " bitch , I swear . Keep on touching and hitting my best friend . You'll be dead. Bet ." Kim yelled in her face which made me jump. As Kim let her go cit fell to the floor and her little minions went and helped her up. "Thanks Kim , your the best . " she nodded her head and smirked .
************lunch**************
As I walk into lunch I look for Alex but I see no sign . I look for jazzi and jake. I spot jake at a table alone so I walk over to him . "Hey ,you okay ?" I put my hand on his back and he half nodded . Looking away from him I look out of the hall and see no one . Walking past lockers I went to the gym area and what I seen was unbearable .
I fell to my knees and tears fell down my face as I sobbed . Cit noticed me and pulled away and smirked at me as she walked out. I looked up to see agape on Alex's face . He opened and closed his mouth . I got up and pushed him against a wall . I griped onto the collar of his shirt and yelled in his face . "I hope your happy. Is this what you wanted.?! I hate you so much Alex Garcia!" I sobbed and dug my head into his chest. "How could you! I loved you!" He pulled away from me and said "I'm sorry cj." He walked off and I fell to the ground and cried my eyes out . I heard noises coming my way. I seen jake and I ran to him. I cried nonstop. "H-he cheated on me." I looked up to see his reaction. He looked at me then kiss my fore head. "Shh I'm here. Fuck him , your so amazing." I sobbed even more when he said that .
***********end of school*********
For the rest of the day I was quiet and kept my head down . As I walked home I stopped and seen a park . I ran and we t to the swings . As I cried I didn't even noticed I fell to the floor. Pulling my sleeve up , I see my old cuts . I pick up my bag and looked for my blade that I haven't touched in 3 months . I cut open my old scars and watched the blood flee from my arms . I let out a sigh and wiped my tears before getting up and walking back home .