It's either him or him

Chapter 4

It was 4 o'clock and it was time to leave school .
I felt a tap in my shoulder and it was jaysen . He gave me a real smile . "Hey beautiful."
"Hi."
We had little conversations until I seem my house .

When we walked inside I dropped my keys in front of me . I bent down to get them while jaysen was still behind me . He scoffed a bit and I felt like a tomato . "Princess you reaallly shouldn't have done that . Bad girls do that ." He winked at and I tried looking away . I walked to the kitchen and found beer . I grabbed two . I handed one to jaysen and he gladly took it . I chugged it down like nothing and remembered when jaysen called me princess . Alex used to call me princess . I sat down for a moment and tears started to fall again .
Jaysen came quickly and asked me what was wrong . I shook my head and Covered my face fully . "Hey, look at me and tell me what's wrong ." He said huskily which was verry hot .
"My b-boyfriend. My ex-b-boyfriend. He usedto call me princess . " I sobbed and he held me tightly. He lifted my chin up and kissed my forehead . I felt butterflies in my stomach . I looked at jaysen And smiled .
He had black hair and greenish eyes. He was tall and he had the bad boy look but I dont think he's bad . He had tattoos .
I looked down at his lips and I looked up at him . He was smiling and I could tell my face was red . " your so cute." He said , I covered my face and he pulled my hands away once again . Little ass licker . As I stand up I feel something grab my behind . I turn around to see a smirking jaysen .
"Really. Don't do that again mister . So was today like your first day or something cause I've never seen you around . "
He nods , "yup , west high is was different too . I met this kid name Alex . Total ass . And then this girl name cit . " I felt a tear fall from my face . I tried hiding it but it still fell .
"What's wrong??"

"Alex was my ex boyfriend .. And cit . She and her minions bully me . "

"What the hell . That's not cool cj . I'm sorry baby girl . I don't understand why Alex would even do that to you your so amazing . And beautiful ."

I smile really big when he says that and I kiss his cheek.
"You know , you can be an ass but your really sweet . "

Wow I really just said that?!!! Stupid!

"So how about we ask each other questions?" Jaysen asked.

"Sounds fun, you first " I spat

"Hmm, what's your real name ? "

"Ciara." I look down a blush . I've never told anyone that .

"Wow. What a beautiful name . "

"Thanks..
Uhm , birthday ? "

"July 14 ow about you"? He grinned .

"October 2" I returned his smile back .

"Cool.
Full name "?

"Ciara jalysse bailey .
How about you "?

"Jaysen Andrew Acosta "
His face turned red and I smirked .

****2 hours later

I hear my door bell ring so me and jaysen walk down stairs . I open the door to see Alex there. Jaysen tensed up and I grab his hand as my face turns red .

"Please forgive me cj ."

"Fuck you Alex . You messed with our relationship go back to your slut ."

"Shut up. , cit is hotter than you . "

I felt tears starting to fall .
"You know shut your pie whole man , who the hell do you think you are . Do not talk to her like that .!"

With that he slammed the door . He looked down and didn't see me .
I was in my room looking for my blade . I found it and started cutting my old scars deeper then ever . As I was about to slit my throat jaysen came running in yelling .

" WHAT THE HELL CIARA"!

"IM SORRY ! "

• jaysens p.o.v
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After slamming the door in that pricks face I ran up the stairs to find cj cutting herself .

"WHAT THE HELL CIARA"!
I said loudly. What in the fuck is wrong with her!

"IM SORRY!"

I walked over to her and took the blade she was using and tree it out . I pulled up my sleeves and showed her my cuts . "Cj I know how you feel but please don't ." I lift her chin up and look her in the eyes . God dammit she's so beautiful . I leaned in and her lips brushed against mine . I leaned in more and her lips were on mine .

Holy shit balls I kissed her?!!!

And she kissed me back ?!!!!??

Cj p.o.v
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I felt his lips on mine . They felt so good .

And I kissed him back ?!!???

Holy crap ?!?!

I looked into his as he pulled away . I was kinda sad when he did .
"What was that for ?" I covered my mouth quickly .

"Because I think I like you . "

I giggled and smiled at him .

"I might like you to but I just have mixed emotion rn . "

He nodded .

"So tomorrow there's this party would you like to join me "?

"Oh yeah my friends told me about it . Sure " I smiled at him .

"We'll I have to go so u guess ill see you tomorrow aye ?"

He kissed me on the cheek .

"Ok well good night jaysen see you later" .

I payed in bed and slowly drifted to sleep .