My savior >>Ziall<< *on hold*

Chapter 5

Hey guys. This chappie is reallllyyyy sad so I suggest you grab your tissues and continue!!

Uhm, flashbacks will be in this chapter, so italics are flashbacks!!

This chapter kind of explains why Niall is like he is, BUUUUTTTT THERE IS MORE(; so don't think this is the only reason :D

Warning: if you don't like the thought of blood, and/or you get sad because of cutting and/or it brings back bad memories, etc. I suggest you don't read.

Enjoy(: xx

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//Niall's p.o.v//

I couldn't take it anymore.

As he finished saying those words, I turned and fled home, ignoring his pleas for me to stop.

I couldn't stop. I couldn't face him. I couldn't.

As I reached my little home I ran inside and to the bathroom, grabbing my friend.

I'm ending it all. I can't do this anymore. Nobody cares for me, nobody loves me. I'm lonely. I'm-im abandoned. My parents are gone, and it's my fault....

Flashback//

9 year old Niall was sitting on his bed, playing on his PSP

"C'mon, c'mon" he mumbled to his device "NOOO!!!" He yelled, frustrated that he didn't beat the level that him and his father have yet to beat.

He put his PSP down and plopped on his bed.

"It's time to go love!!" He heard his mothers sweet voice yell from down stairs

As dorky as it sounds, Niall was a mummy's boy. He was always with his mother. He loved her to death and never left her side.

"Coming mummy!!" He yelled back, grabbing his PSP and running down stairs

"Oh honey! You have to put a coat on its freezing out side!!" She playful yelled, smiling whilst her son grinned from ear to ear "here baby" she cooed whilst putting the coat on his shoulders, wrapping a scarf around his pale neck, and putting his favorite black beanie on his head, even though it was way to big for him.

"Muuuummm" Niall complained, but smiled anyways, kissing his mums cheek and walking to the car, getting in and playing the game he was just recently playing.

Seconds later his mum, dad, and brother got in the car and his father started driving

Greg texting on his phone, his mum humming to a song that's playing on the radio, and his dad focusing on the road in front of him, whilst Niall played his game

"Go go go go!!" Niall yelled to his PSP, smiling and turning his device back and forth in the air "YES YES YES!!!"

"Dad dad!! Look I beat the level!!" He yelled, shoving the game In front of his dad's face

"Good job so-" he started but got cut off by a car coming straight towards there car and hitting them head on

Glass is all Niall could see, whilst the car hit them.

His parents instantly died and Greg was in a coma. Niall was alright, with a few minor head injuries

Niall was completely broken when he found out his parents died. About a month later Greg died. Greg, his mum, his dad... None of them made it. Niall was the only one..

Niall's world came crashing down.

End of flashback//

I cried out at the horrid flash back and picked up my razor again.

I repeated 3 words over and over again "it's my fault"

Getting ready to end my life, I heard a voice.

"Niall... Please" Zayn whispered, followed by a cry

"Leave Zayn, how did you even get in here?" I muttered turning towards him, not letting go of the blade in my hand

"Do you really want to do this?" Zayn questioned, ignoring my question, "answer me.... Honestly"

"Yes Zayn.. I need to do this" I shrugged, clutching the blade harder in my hand, feeling a sting of the blade cutting into my hand, probably drawing blood

"Why Niall? Why do you want to do it... Explain that to me" he asked, coming closer to me whilst tears came rushing down his cheeks

"I-I can't.." I whispered, shaking my head and putting the blade to my arm "leave please, I want to do it"

"No Niall. Listen to me please, we've only been talking for about a month or so but I-I've grown feelings for you, feelings that I can't describe but I know they are there. I love you, I need you, I care about you. Niall, you don't understand.... if you don't shine, I don't shine." He finished, almost falling to the ground, his tears falling even more.

"Y-you do?" I asked, no.. No no no no no!! "No!!! Leave Zayn!! You only think that because I'm about to kill my self!! You don't care about me" I yelled, but whispered the last part, barely audible, letting out an almost animalistic noise from the back of my throat and sobbing, dropping to the ground and letting the razor fall out of my hand

"I do.. I really do Niall, please trust me" he whispered, walking towards me and sitting down beside me "please"

"H-how do I know y-you're telling the tru-uth?" I cried out, putting my head back on the bathroom counter and looking up at the ceiling

"Because if you kill your self Niall, I go with you." He muttered, grabbing my chin very carefully, like if he moved to quickly and wasn't careful enough I would break.. He moved my head to where I was looking at him. But I didn't look at him, I looked at anything but him. "Look a-at me"

I hesitantly looked at him, but when I did it was like something clicked inside my head, like when you remember something. Blue met brown and it just, happen.

He leaned in, to where I could feel his breath on my lips

"I love you Niall, I live for you" he whispered, and then he leaned in more and our lips touched, and when they did, it was like fireworks in my stomach, as corny as that sounds. Our lips moved in sync and it was magical, it was amazing.

We pulled back about 10 seconds later and I froze.

I love him.

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Word count// 1,025

Hey guys!! Sooooo what did ya thinkkkk???(; I liked it!! I thought I made this one pretty long, yeah? Anyways, I love you guys(:

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