My savior >>Ziall<< *on hold*

Chapter 7

//Niall's p.o.v//

I loved him.

But I couldn't tell him, no no no.. I couldn't. I couldn't let him know that I trusted him, he might leave. I don't even know why I love him. Was it because he saved me? Was it because he stuck around for so long?

I didn't know, but the thing I did know was that, I loved him.

"I uh- I'm sorry." Zayn whispered, standing up and pacing around the bathroom "I really didn't mean for that to happen b-but it did and it was-"

"Sh, it's alright." I muttered, standing up and looking up at Zayn's golden orbs, he looked worried, but why? It was probably because I just tried to kill my self

"Niall, I need you to promise me something okay?" He asked, walking towards me and cupping my cheek softly, and I only nodded, "I need you to promise me that you won't try that again. I want you to promise me that you won't harm yourself anymore, okay?"

"Zayn, I don't know if I can do t-that" I whimpered, and honestly, I really didn't know if I could do it. It would be hard, but maybe... Just maybe I could do it for Zayn. "I'll try"

"No Niall, that's not good enough, if I have to, I will come and live with you" he said with no playfulness in his voice

"I promise" I stated, nodding. I could do it, I can. As long as I keep telling myself that, I know I can.

"Okay Niall, if you break that promise, your going to be letting me down, got it?" He simply replied, letting go of my chin and walking to my room and sitting on my bed

"Got it..." I whispered to myself, as he was already gone

"Do you uh- want me to leave?" He asked "I really don't want to leave you alone after the incident that just happen"

In all honestly, I didn't, I didn't want him to leave, I wanted him to stay and cuddle with me and give me hugs and we could watch movies together, but I can't let him know that.

"It don't matter Zayn." I whispered, sitting down beside him on my bed

"Then I'm staying" he replied, grinning and laying back on his bed

"What about your parents?" I shrugged, laying back on the bed beside him

"I don't live with them anymore" he chuckled, turning over to face me

"Oh" I muttered, also rolling over and facing him, "now I feel stupid"

"Your not stupid Niall, it's not like you could've known" he whispered, cupping my cheeks "can I ask you something?"

"Anything"

"Are you gay?" He asked, but taking it back right after he said it "no, uh- I didn't mean for it to come out that way sorry for-"

"It's alright" I chuckled "yeah, I'm gay, sadly"

As I said those words, he grinned ear to ear and sat back up "good" he sighed out happily

"Uh- I guess?" I said, but it was more of question "why is it good?"

"No reason" he stated, still grinning

"Um, alright" I muttered, confused

He laid back down and put his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. "You don't mind us cuddling do you?"

"Uh- I guess not" I blushed, putting my head on his chest and listening to his heart beat as he pulled me closer.

And that's how we slept for the night, even with our shoes on. Zayn's arms around my waist, and my head on his chest whilst his head rested on mine. It was amazing. I've never felt anything like this, it was all new to me. But I loved it, I absolutely love it.

And then it happen, I knew what just happen today, I knew what Zayn was in my life for.

Zayn was my savior

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