Confessions and Advices

I am afraid

A/N first of all i just wanna say that I created this book so me and you can share opinions about both of our problems.I wanted to let people know how I survived that problem.Anyways,I still love all of you.Keep sharing my stuffs.I love you all. x

I was afraid.

I was afraid that I might look like a fool assuming that you return my feelings.

I was scared that you'll just embarrass
me.

If ever we are truly for each other,then you're the better half.You have the upperhand.But then,people will judge what we supposedly have.

I am scared for you.I am scared that keeping me by your side won't do good for you.

Yet you still lead me on.Why haven't you asked anyone?

It's not always about you.You need to be more sensitive of the people surrounding you,not just yourself.

I was scared to be hurt.To find out that you had replaced me.I was scared of the pretty girls surrounding you.I was very insecure about myself.

I tried to catch your attention.But everyday it seems like your interest slowly fades away.

I loved you not because you're smart famous,attractive.No.

I loved you because you showed me a boy.A simple boy.You're cute.That's a bonus.

I just wish I was aware.I wish that you'll take a step and know that I'm hurting.