Jujutsu Kaisen § One shots

At This Point

Hey everyone,

At this point, this book isn't about JJK anymore lol.

I do have something to ask

If you guys have a boyfriend that you really love, and that boyfriend does these things to you:

1) Called you a slut exhibitionist loose shirt larry (once, but ig as a joke)
2) Talks to 47 A.I girlfriends and have sex with them and shit
3) Calls anime girls cute and pretty, but not you -- like he would compliment you; however it's only when you ask him "am I pretty?" Or "am I cute?" and not whenever
4) Joined his ex on Roblox to ask her something that had been bugging him about their previous relationship. To me, when he said that, it felt like he wasn't over her for the duration of our relationship.
5) Thinks other girls are attractive (I guess it's fine, but at least reassure me that you find me attractive as well like???)
6) Ignores you, walks away from you when he's mad and you didn't know that you made him mad leading you to feel more anxious and you actually, physically being alone and humiliated
7) Judges the noods you sent him as if you're posting them for a competition, rarely compliments you like you do to him
8) You let him touch you just for him to lose feelings for you months soon after
9) Influence you to become quite more lustful and hypersexual than before, and you fall for it because you felt bad and wanted to explore this part of your life and your relationship more
10) Make you feel like you're not worth the work because he'd always say "that's too much work" when you ask him of something, resulting in you not asking him to do things for you often
11) Not call you or be attentive on your 1 year anniversary; just falls asleep and ignore you for the day and you get mad at him because you felt alone, and he gets mad at you for being mad at him
12) Tells you that he's reverting back to his old self (like that just tells me that I'm not having a good impact on you)
13) Not compliment you when you send selfies to him, so you don't send him anymore and he find it weird why
14) Blame you or gets quite petty when you're late for brunch or lunch; for this, YOU have to WALK to him or wait to meet him under the sun. You ask for him to walk to you, but he doesn't even want to because "that's too much work" or "it's too tiring" or "it's too far," but it turns out fine in the end of
15) Made you cry a river on your bathroom floor, contemplating about your life and worth
16) Ignore your request to not mention a certain someone or go to a certain place because you're uncomfortable with that certain someone and certain place
17) Gets annoyed at how you need reassurance from time to time, and soon after you need it more frequently than before because your insecurities just spiraled out of control and uses this as one of the reasons for getting tired of you

I guess it's all okay since he's just as immature as I am..? I'm so fucking broken and yet I still love him. I also feel guilty for my mistakes too because I guess it's just as a lot as his.

I want him back to much, but I don't want him again unless he shows that he really needs me and loves me. He's like the only one I ever want. I miss his warm hugs so much, his kisses, his love, his touch. I can't do this anymore, everything is just getting so tiring. I need my man back, but he doesn't love me anymore what am I supposed to do? How are you supposed to just learn how to not love someone anymore or to just drop your feelings for them in a short amount of time because you might ruin your last year in high school?? I hate this, I shouldn't have gotten in as relationship with him so quickly. Hell, I shouldn't have dated in high school.

Please, don't date in high school. Worst mistake for everyone is immature, including yourself.

You may think that you can do well in a relationship because you read lots of romance novels and advice your friends on romancing, but it's really different.

It's significantly different and harder.

The immaturity that you have around this age (high school age) is immeasurable and unbelievable, you're still growing. It's fine to like someone, but do not commit yet. It's hell to have so many prioritzatons such as a person.

Focus on yourself. On your improvement. On your development. When you're older and wiser, you can then start.

Please please

I fucking need help and consolation so bad.