Emptiness

What do I do?

Hey guys this is my new/old fanfic! I'm bringing this back but I don't remember exactly what it was but I have plenty of ideas! Mostly David's POV unless I say it's not his POV. Demons thoughts in bold!! David talking to the demon is in italics!!

Most people have at least some normal or happy dreams but not me, I have nightmares nightly. Every night the same thing, there is someone I know hanging over some weird contraption that will rip him/her into shreds. I don't know who it is and every time I blow it and they die and it's all my fault. I've never made it past that part without waking up.
You blew it once again
Maybe you could help me next time instead of sitting there like an asshole
You do not take that tone with me
Suddenly I had a hot flash, a headache, and I could hear the screams of my friends. Whenever I talk back to my "demon" this happens. I get out of bed and wash my face, today is another gamebang. Today is the day I put all of my friends in danger.

When I arrived late at the hq every one was already there.
Look everyone is making fun of you, looks like you might be fired today! My lucky day!!!
You should shut up
No I love watching you suffer!
Then as I walked into the office I collapsed to the ground. Luckily no one was in there.
"Oh there you are man! Why are you on the ground?" Ian said as he gave me a hand.
"Tripped." I responded back he just laughed

Today, as I already said, was a game bang. I don't know what it is about them but it's always when I'm the worst. Today we were playing some stupid sonic fighter game thing. I was enjoying it until I got to close to someone.
"I'm gonna be your girlfriend." I said trying to be funny, but next thing you know Ian wrapped his arms around me. I knew it was a joke and I played along until I had a surge of pain run up my spin. I flinched a little and let go only Ian noticed.
"You okay?" He whispered so only I could hear.
"Yeah, never been better." I whispered back with a wink. I could feel my eyes going black, at least it was almost over.

After the punishment I left the room. I ran to the bathroom to wash my face. I noticed my eyes had completely gone black. The main was the worst and the screams got louder.
I think we might need to kill Ian he is getting a bit close!
I will never kill Ian, he is my friend!
Suddenly I saw black and clasped on the ground again. I could hear everything but couldn't see it.
"OH MY GOD DAVID!" I could hear Ian say.
Oh look who it is. He really cares about you. He needs to die, I think it's time David. I bushed these words away and tried my hardest to come back.
Let me see this! I yelled at the demon. My eyes opened and I would see Ian worried.
"Oh thank god you're okay!" He said coming to hug me.
"Run!" I said trying to save him.
"What?"
" I said run, Ian!"
"Why would I leave you here. You are obviously hurt!" Why does he care so much?
" Ian I know you care, and I care about you so please just run!" At that point my eyes went black. "This is your last chance, Ian. Please ru-"