Am I Special

Chapter 12

-Awaken by a kiss-

Derek was worried... Stiles hadn't really moved....hadn't awoke in two days... Deaton told him, Stiles' body was pushed to such an exhausting level...that he wouldn't be suprised if he didn't wake up for several more days... the alpha wasn't happy with that at all..he needed to see his mate's eyes...the smile that made him fill whole... that made him feel safe...his face was filled with worry and want... he loved his mate....and seeing him like this made his wolf whine...he felt lost...again....like when he first met his mate.... he loved everything about Stiles.... he couldn't imagine a single moment without him by his side.

He ran his hand down the side of Stiles' cheek..... he tried to strengthen himself...he had a pack meeting and must be the alpha... his pack needed to know everything was OK... He had to push everything back...be strong...be the rock...be the alpha..even though he was slowly falling apart... he bent down to Stiles.....Kissed him with every ounce of himself....he tried to push all his love...his longing for him into that kiss...and he whispered,'I love you... now and forever... yours.

The pack meeting had been in full swing for about an hour.... they were talking about the fey that had been spotted in the forest.... they weren't sure if they were good fey or black fey.... tthe pack agreed they needed Stiles for this... then they looked over at Derek...the pain in his face was there....but gone in moment....

"We have to do this on our own for now... maybe you Danny could do research?" Derek said.

"I can try.... though I know how to hack...research is not my strong point..and I don't have.... Stiles' ability to connect infromation." Danny said softly to his alpha.

The others passed looks of worry back and forth to one another...wanting to ask questions..but not wanting to make this more painful for Derek.

"OK...since no one else wants to...I guess I will.... what was up with Stiles turning into that mutant alpha wolf Derek?" Lydia asked staing at Derek.

"I.Don't.Know!" Derek said glaring at her.

Derek suddenly heard the heartbeat upstairs...it quickened...he heard the sound of a yawn and deep inhilation of breath... his eyes widen...the pack looked at him... He moved so fast talking the steps in almost one leap... the pack following him quiclkly to Stiles.

He was setting up in bed..his head was down and looked like they were looking at his hands... he was akake....Derek was finally feeling all the pressure inside him letting go.... 

"Stiles...my love ... you're finally awake." he said as he entered the door way.

Stiles turned to Derek.... his eyes and mouth shut... he opened his eyes...they were glowing blood red and he opened his mouth in a smile... it was all sharp pointed teetch... Derek stopped where he was.. the pack at the door gasped.... his skin seemed to move like the ocean...like powerful waves were just under that calm surface.. there wasn't any malice coming off him...happiness was hitting Derek and the rest .....so strong it almost pushed them over..... then the young man's eyes faded into the beautiful brown color that Derek had fallen in love with ...his teeth receded .

"Derek.... what's happening.... I'm home?" Stiles asked pleading his mate for an answer.

Derek was on the bed..pulling him into an imbrace and whispered into his ear."You are home...safe with me..... and the pack..."

Derek could smell the scent receding just like the eyes and the teeth...till only his loves scent was their.... Stiles smells like home ... breakfast on christmas morning...like the forest on a full moon by the lake... like love.... his scent was back.... he felt his connection to his mate ... though it was stronger than before...he could feel everything he was... he could feel Stiles ADHD in his mind.. could feel the way his mind raced....twenty different thoughts all at the same time..the merged and divided.... was this how Stiles could figure anything out...plan strategies...it was frighting..the only time his mind focused on one thing was when he looked into Derek's eyes... and all his world and mind was about him... mind you there was still many thoughts...ideas.. wants going on at the same time..but it was all intertwined with his love.... Derek felt his love enter his mind... it was powerful... it was unconditional.... it was so pure and unquestioning... he had tears rolling down his cheeks before he even knew it.... that love was so much more than he thought he would have... so much more than he thought he deserved..... how he lucked out and found Stiles...he will never know... but the young man.... filled every dark place in his mind and heart with light and love... if he lost him.. he would surely die...he was more important to Derek than air ... much more important.