C H A P T E R 35: Final Goodbyes

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*Alex's POV*

It was my final day, though now it was night time, the moon shining bright, and the stars twinkling. I had made the decision go spend this whole day with Trevor, to fill in for some of the time of when I couldn't. I have no regrets with my decision.

At the moment, I was in our backyard, on a blanket, just star gazing with Trevor. His arms around me, and my head tucked in his shoulder. The warm breeze flowing around us as we sit on a fuzzy blanket surrounded by grass. It was peaceful, almost perfect if I wouldn't have been gone at any moment.

"Do you think you would've married me?" Trevor asks randomly, breaking the silence.

I sigh. "I wish."

"So... Is that a yes?" He chuckles a bit, turning to face me.

"I don't know, is it?" I playfully push him a little.

"I'll just take that as a yes."

"Whatever floats your boat," I joke.

"Whatever," he laughs.

"I think, instead of saying whatever, you should start saying whatrevor."

"Oh my gosh, that's perfect."

"I know it is," I flip my hair- er I mean wig.

"Just like you."

"Oh, gosh, don't get all cheesy," I laugh.

"Whatrevor," he mocks in a girl's voice, making me laugh harder.

"I think you're going to make me die from laughter instead," I joke, still laughing.

He laughs a bit, then his face turns serious, looking like he was about to cry.

"Don't remind me," he whispers so softly I could barely hear him.

"I'm sorry," I say, hugging him.

"You know, I'm going to miss you," he pauses for a second. "And I mean a lot."

"I wish I could just stay with you guys."

"So do I."

Silence breaks our conversation, and I nuzzle into his chest as he puts his arm around my waist. I wish I could stay like this forever.

"Can you sing me a song- one last song?" I ask.

He then starts to sing The Fault In Our Stars by Troye Sivan, only making my eyes water. Halfway through the song, I feel warm tears running along my cheek, and he hugs me tighter as he continues singing.

He finishes the song, and it was as if someone had just dumped a whole bucket of water on me. I was soaked by all my tears. I had also felt a lot weaker than before, which made me think my time had come. This is it, I thought to myself.

"I love you, Trevor Michael Moran," I gave him a kiss on the lips, our first and last.

It felt like forever, but once we pulled away it had felt like it hadn't been a mere second.

"And I love you, Alexandria Rosellia Louise," he said, and one last tear rolled down my cheek.

Then, it happened. The darkness took over my body, and I lost consciousness.

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Awwww this chapter made me saddd.

It's also the second-to-last chapter :(

You'll have to wait till Monday for the epilogue, unless I decide to update it early

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