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I never thought I'd be in so much pain. I never thought such pain existed. Heartbreak. Real heartbreak hurts more than breaking bone. Like a burning in my gut with my heart and soul being ripped from my body. The constant ache only dulled when I was with someone. The same someone who had pretty much watched me grow up.
Oscar.
While I enjoyed his company the dimming of the pain, it never lasted long. It also made me feel guilty, Oscar comforting me. I knew I couldn't return his love as perfectly. Jem had said he loved me. Then he died. But he still said it and I wasn't ready to move on just yet. I knew I would always love him. I knew I would. I still do. Just I had a few other problems.
Constellation School of Witchcraft.
That and Oscar.
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2.
Jem was looking at me like I always imagined he would. With his hazel eyes shining like stars on a warm summers night and his perfect mouth in a wide grin. His warm arms were around me, it made me feel safe and happy. Something I hadn't been in a while.
We were standingin our favourite star gazing point at twilight.
" I missed you Willow." He whispered then his soft lips met mine and the world stopped. The years I had waited; to know he was mine, and I wasn't disappointed. I blushed as he pulled about. I didn't want my lips to leave his.
" You promised you wouldn't leave." I moaned into his shoulder. I ran m hand from his temple to his chin, feeling his perfectly soft skin. I saw him change before my eyes. The hazel eyes I loved transformed to red. His warm hold turned icy cold and his usual cheeky grin has one sinister grin; pointed white fangs. I drew a breath to scream but Jem was fast; putting a hand over my mouth.
" Enjoy your time at Constellation." He smiled through fangs. " I'll wait for you. I'll always be at the Edge." He kissed my forehead gently then walked into the fog that has crept silently up on us. I cried quietly; I wasn't ready for him to leave just yet.
I sat up gasping forbreathwith warm tears trickling down my cheeks. I kicked my blankets off the bed and wiped my eyes. Strong, warm hands reached toward me from the darkness but I wriggled away.
" Willow, calm down. It was just a dream. Just a dream." My eyes adjusted to the dim light and I saw Oscar, perching on the edge of my bed with his arms outstretched.
He pulled me to his chest and I stopped shaking. I inhaled his uniqueshapeshifter scent.
" Was it Felicity?" He askedgently stroking my hair.
He was talking about my, however many greats, aunt. She was the sister of the original Willow RIchmund, my grandmother, the great and powerful witch. She was the most powerful and great, until I was born. Supposedly.
All I had seen myself do was be the reason my friends died. Felicity killed Kit then kidnapped me, and tortured my body and soul, scarring my soul for life and longer. Then she came back for Jem.
