Anyways ever since i went to school in winnipeg my life got a bit more hectic. .. My family drifted apart .. We all were so close .. But we all grew up .. &. Well. I gotta be honest .. When i was younger i was .. Um. .. Molested? .. Or raped .. Idk. I only remember parts of it ,. Yes im not a virgin .. Never was .. I only tell people i am just so they wont ask any questions .. It was well my older cousins .. It really sucks not knowing who your real family are .. Til this day i have no boyfriend or guy friends .. Anymore .. I lost my trust in guys .. They just annoy me now . Even just by the look of them .. Guys are PIGS !!! .. Im thinking of going lez .. Naw. Im just kidding .. Im actually bi .. A fat one too aha jk .. Im only 167 pounds . Not that big anyway. .. But. I dont see myself with girls .. Yeah maybe just flirt but thats about it nothing more .. I'd rather be with a guy .. Out of my high school or back in the day friends they all have children now & i dont .. I'd rather wait til i find that right person .. But I've been waiting too long .. Way too long all my relationship always lasted for one week ..
