A Big City Like Seoul (EXO & APINK)

Chapter 21

Silence hang in the air as we drive to our destination, eunji playing with her phone in the front seat and chen hyung driving beside her....hugghhh.. it looks like hyung has taken an interest in her.I haven't told him that I knew her before I should have ..why did I have to deny it..

Since the drive is really long I decided to just lay down and sleep...

"appa! appa! appa hurry I'm so excited to see grandma" I pleaded my dad.... "jong in stay still we might get into an accident if you keep this up" my dad warned me.. "arraseo" I quietly sat in my chair and looked at the window... "appa appa look its the ocean yeaaaahhhh" I told him..

my dad looked at my window for a second  then suddenly everything was spinning my shoulders crashed against the car door and everything went black...

I opened my eyes to see visions of light but...why does everything look upside down then I realize that the whole car was turned I looked around and saw my dad lying hopelessly in his seat blood streaming down his face I tried to reached for his face but I couldn't... I.. couldn't move.

I looked at my arms wondering why it doesn't move but all I see is blood my arms were twisted all around that's when the fatigue hit me and darkness consumed me again ...

I opened my eyes to see blurry visions and lights that were blinding me I could see about three people somewhat pushing me I realized I was in the hospital bed the people were talking but I couldn't understand what they were saying I could only make up some words "too bad his father couldn't make it only his brother came where could his mother be??" one of them said but that was enough to make me break into panic I trashed my arms even though they hurt "hey kid calm down what's wrong hey call the doc--"

I opened my eyes breathing hard it...it was just a dream... no a memory. I breathed hard calming myself blinking my eyes and realized we were still in the car .. "breathe jong in aaahhh breathe calm down" I could hear my brother trying to calm me but I couldn't why ...why .. it was all my fault ...I could hear my brother shouting something to eunji but I didn't understand...I inhaled blinked a few times but it still won't go away I ...should have just shut up if I did he...he wouldn't have....he ...would have been still here...

but then suddenly something brought me out of my train of thoughts I felt someone holding my hands soft fingers brushing against my skin it was somewhat ... calming. My breaths somehow gotten slower and slower my hearting calming slowly I held her hands firmly feeling her softness against my skin ...I've been wanting to hold her hands for so long and hug her tight but no I can't do that no I'll just hurt her like what I did to my dad and mom.. 

thinking about my mom my breaths suddenly got faster I breathed hard trying to regain my calmness but no... it was my fault they all die because of me.. I felt my tears stream down my face I remember that moment years ago my brothers face hard as stone while he was talking to the doctor when he came back he suddenly broke down crying hard he said that she was also gone she heard about the news and tried to come here fast she got hit by a car... the driver also died......its my fault I was hyperventilating then I felt the sleepiness coming to me fast I griped eunji's hand tighter I didn't realized that she has been telling me words trying to calm me down.

And then I felt dizzy and fell before darkness can consume me I felt my head hit something soft and comfy and I let myself drift off to sleep..

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hey guys guess what? its an update whoo! cheers!!

I finally had the time to update!!!

Are any of you Sones??? just asking haha their new song is really great Lion heart pyong!

have any of you watched the weekly idol episode of apink it was really funny and soshi's too they mentioned apink on weekly idol when the mc tried to say something about chorong sunny defended her hehe

also belated happy birthday to our eunji August 17 1993 guys

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