Caught || Lee Know fanfiction

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"I wanted to talk with you." he said
So he did want to talk.
"About what?"
I finally raised my head and looked into his eyes. He was already looking at me.
"About the kiss."

Then the red came against my face again.
So he does not want to forget about the kiss.
I was just starting at him.
I didn't know what to say.
I was in shock.
Should I say something or just say nothing?
Will we start dating?
No, he won't want to date with me.
"I-I'm sorry-" I couldn't finish.
"But I did it."
That had got me.
I'm cooked.
I said sorry for something that I didn't really do, and it was a kiss. From Minho.
What should I say now?
Should I say sorry for saying sorry?
I think that this time I should go to say nothing.
"I kissed you." he said "I did it."

But how can I say nothing?
But how can I say anything?
I don't want to be here.
I want to leave.
But I can't just leave now.
What should I do?

We were just quiet for a minute or two, the he broke the silence: "So, the kiss.."
"What about it?"
"How did it feel?"
Damn, I'm getting red again.
"What do you mean?" I said unconfidently, looking to the ground.
"Did you like it?"
"I mean, it wasn't bad, but..."
"But?"
I raised my head: "What did that kiss mean?"
I finally got it out of me.
Am I nervous?
Yes, I am so freaking nervous, but now, the only thing that I have to do is wait for an answer.
"What do you want it to mean?"

Wow, amazing answer. Really. And oh shit, what am I going to say? I know what I want it to mean, maybe.
Do I want to date him?
I want to date someone I like.
Do I like him?
To be honest, I'm getting red a lot when I talk to him.
Sometimes, I'm even getting butterflies in the stomach.
And I do think about him.
A lot.
But didn't I hate him?
He was the person I hated the most.
I would never think about liking him as a friend back then.
And I'm not even talking about liking him as something more.
But I've got to know him better.
Maybe I don't hate him anymore.
Maybe I do like him.
Maybe I do like him even more as a friend.
I even stopped calling him 'fuck boy' in my mind.
Oh, right. He slept with a lot of girls.
I forgot about it and it's negative.
Do I want to date him even through this?
But I'd forgotten about his negative side.
That means that I like him a lot.
Doesn't it mean that I should date him?
And anyway, what's the point of hiding it?
He kissed me, so what if he likes me too?
Maybe he wants to date me, like, he just asked if I liked the kiss.
So it wouldn't make any sence if he would ask me to go out and I'll refuse even though I like him, because...
I don't even know why.
If I refuse him, it would just hurt both of us.
I should tell him about my feelings.
I have to.
But I still have a strange feeling inside me that I shouldn't.
So, what should I say?
But he kissed me.
So, shouldn't I ask him what he meant with the kiss?
But I'd already asked that, and I would sound like an idiot if I would ask him again.

"But you kissed me."
"And?"
"So what did you mean with the kiss?"

But what didn't happen, or what did, my phone started ringing.
"Sorry." I said and looked at the phone.
It was my dad.

Shit, I forgot that he's coming today.

I looked what time it is, 3:42.
Shit, I was supposed to be home half an hour ago.
"Hello?" I picked up the phone "I'm sorry, I stopped at the library to give back a book, but I saw one history book and forgot the time."
I couldn't tell him what really happened.
He would kill me if I would.
He wants me to focus on studies and not even to talk to a boy. He's different from my mom. She wants me to enjoy high school and hang out with boys.
I think that she wouldn't even mind if I would date a girl. And that wouldn't even be possible to tell my dad.

A run to the bus station, but the next bus was coming in 28min.
So, I decided to run.
Run all the way home.
The library was 10min ahead, and it's a bit closer than school, so I have to run a little.
"Hurry, hurry!" The voice in my head was shouting. I was getting closer and closer to home. I saw a bus the bus that left 2min before I came to the bus station. But it was too far for me to get on.
When I was like 5min away from my home, my phone started ringing.
It was my dad.
I picked up the phone out of breath, trying to hide the fact that I ran.
"Where are you?"
"Sorry, I had to put all the books back.
But I'm a few minutes away from home."
"Okay, I'm waiting."
Fortunately, he didn't notice that I ran out of my voice. Then I started running again. I stopped in front of our home. I was taking a few deep breaths. Then I opened the door.

"Hello, Soojin!" my dad greeted me
"Hi, dad."
He was looking at me: "Did you run?"
He must've seen that I'm sweating.
"Oh, ehm, a little bit."
"Fine, I know that you have to study, but can you give me five minutes?"
"Ehm, sure."
What is he going to tell me?
He never did something like this.
He sat down to the table.
I sat too.
"So what did you want to tell me?"
To be honest, I was nervous.
Did my mom tell him about Minho?
Is he not satisfied with my grades?
Is he going to live with us again?
Nothing positive came to my head.
"I saw your grades."
So it's the grade one.
"Oh," I didn't know what to say after half a minute of silence.
"The grades are your future. You should try as much as you can to have good results. And we, as your parents, should too."
"Dad, I really am trying to. I promise."
"I know. And it has its own value. That's why I wanted to talk with you. You're too good to go just to a normal school.
You should go to a much better school."
"Thank you, but I'm okay. Anyway, they're probably full and not going to accept me."
"Don't worry, I'd already applied you, and you got accepted."
"Oh, and how far is it?"
"It's probably as far from house as your current school. It's one of the best schools in Japan."
My heart fell into my stomach.
"So I have to move to Japan?"
"Yes, you'll live with me."

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