Caught || Lee Know fanfiction

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Should I go to the park?
Why should I? Minho won't be there. Why would he?

Anyway, I put on a black hoodie and went to the park. I know that the chances are low, but I have to try it anyway.

I came to the playground and guess who was sitting on the swing. Yes, Minho.

So he did read the message.

So, does he want to meet me?
Does he want to know what's happening? It seems like he does.
I sat next to him. At first, there was only silence. Not even a single 'Hello'.
Well, it wasn't his fault because I could've said hello too.
"Thank you for coming." I finally got out of myself breaking the silence.
But he didn't say anything.
What should I do next?
I don't have enough time to sit in silence for half an hour. I have to say something to get to the point.
"The reason why I wanted to talk to you..." I looked at him.
He looked at me, too.
I dropped my eyesight to the ground again.
"is that I'm switching schools." I sighed.
"To where?" He finally said something.
"To," I took a deep breath "to Japan."
I looked back at him. Now he was looking to the ground.
"When."
"Tommorow."

"You know it wasn't my choice. I don't want to go there. It was my dad's idea. I can't change his mind. I can't do anything about it."
"Then why don't you just tell him that you don't want to?"
"I can't."
"But why?"

Then, there was silence for a minute. Or two. Maybe three. I didn't know how to respond to that. I didn't know why can't I just tell him.
"So, I just wanted to tell you... thank you. For spending time with me, for helping me, I had so much fun with you, and if you wouldn't help me with studying, I wouldn't go to that school."
"I had so much fun with you too."
I smiled a little bit.
But unfortunately, he saw it: "Why are you smiling?"
"I'm glad that it wasn't one-sided."
"Of course it wasn't."

I couldn't help it, but my eyes became watery again.
He stood up, came to me, and hugged me. I hugged him back. Even though I was crying, I started smiling again, and I had this weird feeling in my stomach. It became so light all of sudden. It wasn't uncomfortable. What is it called like? Butterflies in my stomach? Butterflies in my stomach. And you have them when-. Oh. OH. Do I have-. No, no, I don't.
Or do I? Maybe. Maybe I do. No, I do. I do have feelings for him. Is he feeling like 5? Is he having butterflies in his stomach, too? Does he have feelings for me, too?

I don't know for how long we've been hugging. I don't have a smallest clue.
"Goodbye." I said after we stopped hugging.

Fuck, I'm gonna miss him. I'm gonna miss him so freaking much.

I can't live like this.
I have to do something.
But, what should I do?
What can I do?

I came back home. I went upstairs to my room and started crying. Crying so hard. Icried myself to sleep.

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I woke up in the morning knowing and not knowing what to do. I came downstairs to the kitchen
Both of my parents were already there. My mom was washing the dishes and my dad was sitting at the table eating breakfast. I sat to the table and joined my dad eating breakfast.
"Are you excited?" he asked me after a few minutes. I put down my chosticks. "But what if," I didn't know how to say it.
"But what if what?" dad looked at me in surprise.
"But what if I don't want to move to Japan." It's out. I've got it out of myself. I can't take it back now.
If my dad was surprised before, then he's 10 times more surprised now.
He looked stunned for a minute.

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I didn't expect myself to publish a chapter today, but the new Stray Kids album came out, so...
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