Caught || Lee Know fanfiction

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He quickly put his hand on my chin, raised my head, and pushed his lips onto mine. Even though he did it quickly, he did a gentle movement with his soft lips. It felt like a dream. Then we both pulled away, and I turned my head away because even though it was dark, my red face would be seeable for miles.
"Eh-um, I think I have to go." I said, and before he could say anything, I left.

He kissed me. He litelrally kissed me.

I still can't believe that.
He stole my first kiss. Not that I mind.
The way he touched my lips with his soft, juicy lips and did that godly movement. It wasn't too deep. He was careful, so he couldn't make me any uncomfortable. It wasn't too much or too little.
It was soft and gentle.
It was like a kiss from a k-drama.
It was perfect.
I never felt any better. I wish it hadn't ended. I want more.
I came home and laid onto my bed.

Fuck, I'm all over him.

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The next day, I was nervous. I had a couple of lessons with him, so I had to face him.
I'm not going There today for sure.
Why don't I want to face him?
I'm sure that I'll be redder than a tomato if I even have eye contact with him.
I think that I have to stay away from him again.
But it's so stupid because that's exactly why I was apologizing to him yesterday.
That's when he kissed me.

What will he think when he sees me?
Will he get red, too?
I don't think so.
Will he do it again?
I hope so. I mean, it was amazing. I won't mind if he does it again.
But, if we'll kiss twice, what does it make us?
What does it make us even when we kiss once?
Does that make us a couple?

Do I want to be a couple with him?

I'm not sure if it makes us a couple, but I don't think so. He'd even slept with a bunch of girls and never had a girlfriend, so why would just a one small kiss make us a couple. Maybe he had slept with someone even after it.
I'm so dumb thinking that he would date a girl after a kiss.
I'm dumb thinking that he would date a girl like me. But now, I have to stop dreaming and go to the classroom.

Wait, did I just say dreaming?

I didn't say it, I'm just thinking.
Anyway, I have to go.

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I was quietly eating my lunch when I saw Minho entering the canteen. Fortunately, I survived all the subjects I had, even math. He turned back to ask me something, but I was looking confused, so he rather didn't say anything and turned back. But now? Minho is going to eat lunch, and I fear that he will sit right next to me.
And talk to me.
But maybe I should talk to him.
Maybe I should ask him what does that kiss means and what does it makes us.
Or maybe I should just prove to him that I'm not ignoring him anymore.
But wouldn't that be a lie?
I actually am staying away from him, but for a completely different reason.
I'd put as much food as I could into my mouth and left the canteen.
I'm not ready yet.

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I was feeling guilty for the way I ignored him again, so after the school ended, I went There.  Maybe he'll be there and maybe not. And to be honest, I secretly hoped that he won't. I just didn't want to feel guilty anymore, so if I'll go There I could at least say that I 'tried' to talk to him.

I opened the door, and surprisingly, he was sitting there.

Was he waiting for me?

Of course not.
But why would he go there if he didn't want to see me?
Why would he be sitting there if he wasn't waiting for me?
No, he wasn't.
Why can't he just sit there because he wants to? But after school?
What if he was waiting for me after all?
Or maybe he just doesn't want to go home because his parents are strict.
But he'd said that his parents aren't home often.
I've got so many questions.
I need to stop thinking about him.
Is he thinking about me as much as I am thinking about him?
Is he thinking about me in the same way I'm thinking about him?
Probably not.
He's popular, handsome, and he's even a backup dancer!
And I'm just a... girl.
Normal, ordinary girl.
I'm not special at all.
But if he wasn't thinking about me, then why would he be sitting here?

I took a deep breath and finally tried to get something off me, but he was quicklier.
"I was waiting for you."
So he really was.
I could feel that my face was getting red again. And even though I was looking to the ground, I'm aware that he could see it pretty well.

It was really hard for me, but even though I was kinda stunned, I got something off me: "M-me? But why?"
Why would he wait for me?
Does he want to talk about the kiss?
Or does he want to forget about the kiss and just talk to me or go get ice cream as friends?
Or does he want to talk and go get ice cream and talk about the kiss later?
Or does he want to talk about why am I ignoring him? Did he even notice?
I hope not. And what if he does not want to talk?
I was curiously waiting for an answer. From him.

"I wanted to talk with you." he said
So he did want to talk.
"About what?"
I finally raised my head and looked into his eyes. He was already looking at me.
"About the kiss."

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Hey, I'm SO EXTREMELY SORRY FOR NOT POSTING ANYTHING FOR ABOUT HALF A YEAR!!

I had trouble logging in, and I couldn't post😣

Anyway, that doesn't mean that I haven't written anything.

I actually did write a few chapters im school, so I'm just going to rewrite it here🤗

Thank you for reading, see you soon<33