Chapter 39

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Songs for this chapter are:

1) Be still - The Fray

2) Fix you - Coldplay

Harry's POV.

I'm shit, always fucked up i know she is gonna leave after this. she doesn't get tired all of this, she were alwaya there when i needed here the most she is my lucky charm she filled my life with full of joy and happiness but sadly i couldn't do same for her, i couldn't gave her what she exactly wantes from me.

"Are you okay harry?" emma asks as we hopped into car.

"Yeah kinda" i lied.

"Harry everything is gonna be fine" she puts her hand on me and squeezed it tightly.

"I know" i try to but unfortunately failed.

"I need to go to my house" i tell emma but she nods her head in denial.

"Why?" i need to beat up niall ass" i tell her and she turned her face on the other side.

"Is everything is alright?" i asked emma and tear of drop streamed down her face.

"I'm sorry"

"It's not you" she tells me and i huffed in relief.

"What's about it then?" i ask her but she stays silent.

Maybe her dad is here that's why she don't wanna tell me.

"I get it" i say and laid down my head at the top of the seat.

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Emma's POV.

He doesn't know i'm leaving for Calfornia tommorrow, i can't tell him i'm less brave to tell him about that.

It's easy to see dreams but chasing it harder than it supposed to be.

i won't tell him at any cost i know he won't let me go.

"We are here" my dad tells me as he pulled over the car into the parking lot.

"Harry" i turned my face to him, i see him half asleep.

"Wake up babe, we are home" i whispered into his ear as i left my little kiss on his nose.

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Harry's POV.

i don't know why his dad is acting so good with me now.

he wants me to stay in his house for tonight.

al though it's four thirty in the morning i need to sleep.

i let myself stay at his house for just one night. i wanna spend some moments with emma.

i feel something weird , somethings gonna happen bad.

Fuck.

i have to stay positive.

He leads me to my bedroom next to emma's bedroom he lend me on guests bedroom.

The fuck.

"You should get some sleep" he tells and leave the room closing the door behind.

i throwed my body on the bed.

stairing on the rooftop thinking how fucked up iam.

i can't sleep like this i want her next to me right now.

i dicided to go into emma's bedroom.

i moved slowly wishing someone wouldn't caught.

i meant her perents.

i knocked the door , didn't nees it it was already opened when i opened the door i traced my eyes on the whole bedroom but i found her nowhere then i heard shower sound coming from the bathroom.

Emma must be there.

i move towards the bathroom and found emma behind the wet see through curtains.

i move towards her taking off my clothes and i round my hands towards her waist knowing that she would moan.

"Harry" she says her milky skin against my skin.

"I missed you baby" i tell her and presses her lips against mine she is all wet from head to toe.

"Me too" she says into my mouth.

The water is running. In the bathroom i turns her around admiringly. She is very complaisant with all her clothes off. She moves readily to my touch.

She's quite beautiful. Slim.We both stand beneath the shower. i nestled myself flat in the meeting of her buttocks. An excruciating douche.

i feel unable to move, but i begins to soap her breasts which glisten like seals beneath the flow of water. i scrub her back. Between the shoulder blades the skin is broken out in small, red points. "i go over us with the cloth. It's good for us", i tell her.

Aureate light is reflected from the ceiling. i had a hard-on iam sure will never disappear.

i have wrapped her in an enormous towel, soft as a robe, and carried her to the bed. we lie across it diagonally, and i begin to draw the towel apart with care, to remove it as if it were a bandage. Her flesh appears, still smelling a little of soap. my hands float onto her. The sum of small acts begins to unite them, the pure calculus of love. i feel myself enter. Her last breath-it is almost a sign-leaves her. Her white throat appears.

I'm still collecting my breath and hold it onto the right one.my heart beat begins to faster.

"Harry i need you always, i want this moment to be long last" she says into my mouth.

i dig out a packet of condoms from the drawer and tear them apart.

"Do it without them"..she is asking for without.

"I want to feel you inside me" i throw condoms aside and put myself into her.

"Ahhh, harry i need more baby i love you" she moans in the pain.

i banged her up more hard.

it's all over wet, i'm done for the moment and i feel myself sweaty my body is at hundred degrees of temprature.

i laid myseld back on the pillow completely naked without sheets on our body.

She crossed her legs onto my waist and her soft hands on my chest my dick can still feel the heat i have recently experienced.

"Have you taken your pills?" i asked her.

"Yes" she says and rubs her head onto my chest.

"I wanted to more than someone can ever thing"

"It's hard to"-- she stops herself.

"What is hard to?" i asked her.

"Hard to not loving you" she litrelly huffed on my bear chest.

"Don't ever leave me again" i tell her know the truth i did this to her.

"Emma?" i call out her but i saw her sleeping safe and sound like a baby.

"I love you" i whispered into her ear and placed a small kiss on her head.

(Love you guys. xoxo)






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