Cloudless Sky: Random Thoughts of an Only Child

Why?

Why do I am feeling the need to be accepted into a crooked society? Where people are also seeking the same thing over and over again?

Probably the human biology depicts these untamed urges and desires, the feeling, the pleasure it brings. But don't we all feel empty and unfulfilled after a day of pleasing those empty faces? yet we still continue to repeat this practices just for a small nod, a smile and a small act of compliment. 

Why am I seeking these? 

Shouldn't I approve of myself first? Love myself first? 

I should just focus on my lane, focus on what I can control and what I do than be a donkey following a carrot tied to a stick.