Broken (O2L/Magcon story)

|>Chapter 4<|

|Julie POV|

We've been sitting here for at least 2 hours talking and messing around. I felt so much better now. I just wish it would all disappear.

"I'm sorry our day kinda got ruined because of Kyle and his friends." I said quietly.

"It's not your fault. They're dickheads for treating you this way." Taylor replied.

"But the night is still young. It's only like 5:00pm. We can still do something! " Ricky exclaimed.

"I guess so. But like what?" I said.

"We can go to Starbucks like we planned on doing and then we can go to the beach and just hangout over there!" Nash said.

"Haha sounds fun. Let's do it."

"First things first," (A.N. I'm the realist... okay I'm sorry) "you need to take a shower and get all the shake off of you, silly." Carter said, chuckling.

"That's probably a good idea."

We all laughed. We went inside my house so I can take my shower and change.

"Whoa! Your house is amazing!" Sam said.

"It's beautiful!" Shawn said.

"Thank you."

"Where are your parents?"

"My mom is working late tonight and my dad...well I'd rather not talk about right now."

They all stayed silent. I went upstairs and into my room. I picked out a new outfit (outfit above) and went into the bathroom. I stepped into the shower and allowed the warm water to relax me. It stung my body since I was still sore from the beatings. I washed my body and my hair. Then I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I moisturized myself then went to do my hair. I blow dried my hair and decided to put it into two french braids. Then I reapplied my makeup, got dressed, and headed downstairs.

"Wow. You look great!" Jack G said.

I blushed. "Thanks, buddy."

We smiled at each other.

"So you guys ready to go?" Connor asked.

"Yeah let me just grab my money my mom left me." I said.

I quickly grabbed my money and my pennyboard.

"Sweet! You pennyboard?!" Kian asked.

"Of course! Like it's the best thing ever!" I happily replied.

"Hell yeah it is!" Jc agreed.

We headed out the door and we made our way to Starbucks. Kian, Jc, Matt, Nash, Taylor, and I rode our pennyboards while the others walked. When we got to Starbucks, no one was there, surprisingly. Could be because it is night but oh well. We went up to the counter and ordered. When we got our drinks, we left and made our way to the beach.

*at the beach*

We found a spot with a firepit and made a bonfire. Shawn took out his phone and began to play some music. We danced and sang and had such a great time. It was the best fun I've had since forever! We were continuing to dance and have fun until I heard some snickering.

"Who would have thought we would cross paths twice today, princess." Kyle said.

How the heck does he keep finding me? Ugh can't he just stay gone for awhile?!

"Are you kidding me, bro? Why don't you just leave?" Jack G said.

"Why should we? You think you can protect her with us?"

As soon as he said that, a bunch of people from school came up behind him with evil like looks on their faces.

"We were just going to take Julie and have a little fun with her, but why bother when we can hurt ALL of you?"

At this point, I was boiling. I realized that I couldn't just let him keep pushing me around like this. I knew I needed to start defending myself, and it's time for me to start now.

"If you or any of your fake ass friends touch me or anyone of them, you won't only be walking away." I sternly said.

"Whoa looks like princess grew some balls." Nick said.

"And if you don't leave, you'll be walking away with none left." I replied in the sweetest, fake voice ever.

Everyone, even Kyle and his friends laughed and Nick just stayed silent and looked at the ground.

"You're gonna regret that." Nick said. With that, he slapped me across the face, making me fall to the ground with my hand held against my cheek. I wasn't crying. I was done with that. I just sat there in pain.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Trevor yelled. But then I saw Trevor get punched in the stomach by one of them. Then Trevor punched him back. But two more of them started to beat Trevor up, so Ricky and Cameron pulled them off and began to beat them up. At this point, it was chaos. Everyone was beating each other up. I couldn't help but feel that this was my fault and that I was to blame.

Matt and Shawn made sure I was okay.

"Julie, are you okay?" Shawn asked.

"We need to get you somewhere safe." Matt said.

"This is my fault. All my fault." I repeated to myself.

"This is no where close to your fault, Julie. You did nothing wrong. So stop saying it was your fault." Shawn said.

"Cmon we're taking you somewhere safe." Matt said.

Shawn picked me up and carried me to the Starbucks since it was only down the street.

"Stay here. We're gonna go help the others." Matt said.

They sprinted down the street and I went into Starbucks and sat down.

I couldn't help but feel I was to blame. Everywhere I go, something bad has to happen. I'm just a walking disaster. Who knows, the boys probably just feel bad for me. Who would want to hang out with me if I'm a worthless, slutty, piece of shit. I got up and ran home. I ran into my room and into my bathroom. I couldn't handle this anymore. I grabbed the pill bottles that I use for my anxiety and dumped about 15-20 in my hand. I can just end this now. No one will have to worry about me or me existing. I wrote a letter so my mom or anyone can find it. I sat on the floor against my bathtub and began to cry. Then I took the pills and swallowed them. I began to feel more relaxed and my vision was beginning to become blurry. This is it. This is what I want. Before I blacked out, my door was kicked open and someone was holding me while coddling me. I heard someone say "call 911" and then I blacked out.

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Wow. Well this was depressing.

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