The Vampire's lost memories

Chapter 4: Love me forever...

Sonic's POV
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I woke up and rubbed the morning tears out of my eyes, I seen shadow still cuddling me to his chest, I breathed in his scent. " Maybe just one bite wouldn't hurt..." I though as I smelled his blood, I then gently pressed my fangs into his neck, he moaned in his sleep. I giggled and started to suck up the blood in his veins, he laughed as I lapped up some of the blood that escaped from my fangs and streamed down his shoulder, I licked it up, I burped in satisfactions, then I cuddled up to shadow again. I wondered to myself as I twirled a strand of his chest fur around my finger, " why does he love me so much if I am a guy, but, isn't he a guy, and, why would he want me, I know he said that he loved me, but, I don't know if that's true....but....what if it is? I don't know...what if shady says that he really does love me but, shouldn't he like girls? Or am I really a girl? I don't know...I'm so confused...maybe..a..." then a vision went through my head, a vision of shadow being executed for a crime, for loving me. He was being tourcher to death and I was a Prince, being held back by gaurd trying to reach shady, but I wasn't there in time, they had already killed him, and a monster broke out in me, a terrifying one that said " good work, now burn the body!! I just needed to get over it!" I had my eyes closed during this vision, I screamed out in terror, clenching Shadow's Chest fur in my fingers, he awoke to see me bursting out in tears, " whoa! Hey...what's wrong!! Way happend?!" " o-oh shady!! D-don't ever l-leave me!!" " what? Wha'd I do? " " absolutely nothing my lover!!" " then....what?" I hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go, and cried out all my worries and fears,I let it all out on him, he rapped his arms around me, I clentched his spines in my hands, and buryed my face in his soft chest fur, I cried loudly, and felt hot tears run down my cheeks, he stroked my quills, I cried louder every time he stroked my quills and asked what was wrong, I finally sniffed and wiped my tears away, only for new ones to form, I looked up at him, he wiped away my tears with his thumbs, and smiled at me, " hey...what's wrong? You can tell me?" I stared in happiness, he waited patiently with a smile on his face. " it m-makes me c-cry every time I think about it!!" " I see, but...I'm here to comfort you!!" " b-but....what if it happens in real life?" " then I'll fight through it." I smiled and sniffled. " well...me and you were in a dungeon and, someone had you tied to a chair, and...and, they were tourchering you to death, and...I tried to save you, but, these two men were holding me back, and then you died and a monster took over me and...and...I didn't feel bad when you died....and....I tried to help, but, couldent stop the monstrous, I though that I was going to be....I just don't know....ugh...help me shadow.." " shhh.....it's okay, I'm here, I won't ever leave you, don't you worry you're little head about anything." "..." I smiled and felt one tear slip down my cheek, I felt him wipe it, I snuggled my face into his body, I felt safe and happy with him. "Shadz?" " yes?" " what do I look like?" " you're beautiful....amazing....gorges, you're....the most...I don't know how to explain you...you're just, exotic...." " but...what am I, what do I look like...?" He smiled and reached to the little table beside our bed and pulled something off of it. " here. Look for you're self" I smiled a bit and was afraid to look at myself, but all I seen was my chin in the mirror, I didn't dare to look in the mirror at myself, I threw it to the side of the bed, I didn't want to see myself, I seen the cover catch a bit of steam around me and flames poured out of my mouth, I hissed at the mirror, then I seen shadow, he looked at me frightened, I quickly blew out the flames and ran out of the room, and out into the woods, it was still daylight out side, and the Sun blistered my frail and delicate skin, it burned bad enough for me to scream out in pain, I hissed and choked, I couldn't bare the pain that was washing over me, I fell to my knees cradling my body, screaming and crying, the blistering pain was unbearable, I then collapsed and layed there, in the middle of the woods, burning and blistering. Then the pain disappeared, a shade went over me, I breathed solder now, able to stop crying, the blisters disappeared and my skin was crystal again. I turned my head to see what it was, shadow was behind me, he had put a cover over me, and he didn't have a cover,over him, he didn't even blister, he sparkled, I stared at him, he smiled and sat back on his knee, he touched my quills, and carefully picked me up bridal style who the black cloak over me, my face was still peeking out from the blanket, he smiled at me and stoped to secure the blanket over my legs and stomach, I still was shocked and crying. But not out of sadness, but out of nothing, the tears wouldn't stop, I wasn't sad anymore. He smiled as he walked, his ruby eyes stareing ahead, opened the door and sat me down on the couch, and sat down beside me. " y-you're...not mad at me?" I spoke so softly that it was almost a girly whisper. " no! Why would I be mad?"
Shadow's POV
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I sat him down on the couch and sat down beside him, he spoke in a sweet almost girlish high pitched voice, that was soft and almost like a whisper. " y-you're...not mad at me?" " no! Why would I be mad?" I said playfully to get him to cheer up. He stared at me and then let his eyes fall back in front I him, and then they feel k to the floor, to look at his bare paws. I forgot he didn't have anything but his boxers and gloves on. I cupped his chin in between my index finger and my thumb. I spoke to him in a low voice " you know, you're adorble when you're trying to be shy and quite. It makes me want to keep you all mine forever." " I am all yours shadz....I just don't know if I am the perfect one for you." " you are the perfect one for me, I,made love with you last night because I loved you!! And I still love you, you're never going to be alone!" " I know, it's just...I want o know what,I look like, but then again I don't want to....its confusing okay?" " I know how you feel, but, what don't you want to see what you look like?" " because I'm afraid that I will be hideous and you're just fakeing you're love for me, just to keep me happy!!" " what?!" I stared at him in disbelief. I didn't want to believe that he had said that he though I was fakeing my love for him, why would I fake my love for him?! My love for him is just ridiculous!! I don't even know how to explain my love for him, I'd literally do any crazy thing just to keep him in my arms. "....I'll prove I'm not fakeing!!" I grabbed him in my arms and pulled him to my chest, I kissed his muzzle multiple times and pushed my face in his neck fur, and licked his neck, I purred loudly and closed my eyes, and kissed his plump lips, I deep end the kiss by pushing my tongue in his mouth, I licked at his tongue and sucked on his bottom lip. He had a surprised face, then he closed his eyes. I disconnected the kiss and stared deep into his eyes, his eyes turned yellow, I smiled, my eyes were also yellow, purple surrounding our pupils. We stared into each others eyes, I touched his hands, he placed them into mine, they were smaller than mine, more delicate and precious, frail and Crystal like, his bones were like glass, and so was his skin, his fangs were like diamonds, fragile and not sturdy yet, they were frail, yet hard, he was the very delicate type of vampire, the ones that blister in the Sun at a young age, and sparkle when they are underneath the stars or moon. He was to beautiful for me to resist. I couldn't help myself, I traced circles around his knuckles, he closed his eyes and sighed. " I'm....sorry." I was confused " for what?" " listening control and running out, I could have possibly injured myself badly, or turned to dust for good...." " I don't need you to apologise for anything, you didn't do anything wrong! You were just frightened. Maybe another time you can see what you look like." "Yes. Maybe another time." I then smiled and hugged him to me. He closed his eyes.