Falling for the Older Boys

Chapter 8

I climb off the back off the couch and head upstairs, I think it's time for a drink.

I know I am very underaged and probably shouldn't drink at all.

I open the fridge and pull out a cooler. I crack it open, lean against the counter top and watch a game of beer pong.

"Wanna be my partner?"

I look beside me and see Zac, a rush of happiness went through my body.

"Zac." I whisper to myself.

"Yeah that's me." He says with a smirk.

I shake my head, coming to realization he heard that.

"Zac, what's up? Why have you been ignoring me?"

He sighs and looks down.

"I just needed time to comprehend the idea of you and him." He says.

I sigh and nod.

"I would love to be your partner."

He smirks and we set up a game.

We were playing against Ryan and a random girl I didn't know.

Ryan and Zac competed to go first.
Ryan won, I laughed at Zac.

~~**~~

It took us a while to finally finish the game, we never said we were good at it. Ryan and the girl won. I got Zac to drink most of my beer, so he was a little out of it.

"Roxy." He whispers into my ear.

"Zac." I say.

His hands come around my waist, I look down turn around.

"Zac, you're drunk. Do you want to go lay down?" I ask holding his face in my hands.

"I want to go make out with you." He says running his hands up my body. "Like we usually do when we get drunk."

"I'm not drunk Zac and well..."

I didn't know what to say, I couldn't say I was in a relationship Jake, because I wasn't we weren't dating. If I made out with Zac I would feel bad, Jake said he wouldn't sleep with anybody because he only wanted me, even though he can't have me that way.

"Well what? Its our tradition Rox."

I swallow and avoid his gaze towards me.

"I can't Zac."

He sighs rolling his eyes. He looks back to me.

He leans in and gives me a soft kiss, he quickly pulls back before I can, and he quickly walks away.

I feel hands come around my waist and lips touch my ear.

"What was that?" I hear Jake's drunk voice say.

I smell the beer on his breath.
I turn to him.

"Jake, I'm sorry. I told him he can't but it..."

He stops me from talking by putting his finger on my lips.

"Shh." He says leaning in. "Its fine, we aren't anything right?"

I take a deep breath as he kisses my lips. He pulls away and walks over to his friends again.

What the hell? Why does he do that? Did he really care that Zac kissed me or not? Why does he always kiss me and leave so quickly?

I didn't know if I had permission to get mad or not, so I decided to head downstairs away from both Zac and Jake.

I spot Katherine on the couch playing poker with some guys, she was pretty much taking their money.

"Playing drunk poker?" I ask.

"Shh, I'm not drunk but they are." She says with a smirk gathering her money.

I shake my head and jump over the couch to sit beside her.

"Where's Max?"

"He went upstairs with Jake."

I nod.

"How much money have you gotten from these idiots?" I whisper.

She laughs. "23."

She squeals and grabs the pot of money in the middle.

"Make that 40." She says putting the money into her bag.

"This is stupid." The one guy says getting up with his drink.

The rest follow.

"Smooth." I say.

"So what's up?" She says zipping her back pack up.

"I don't know, this party just isn't the same."

I lean back into the couch with a large sigh.

"Is it because of what happened at the last party?" She asks.

My eyes jolt to hers. Did she know I was almost raped?

"You know?" I ask.

She nods. "Don't worry I won't let it happen again and I don't think Jake will either."

"Jake told you?"

She nods again. "Ryan brought it up too."

I sit silently staring at the wall as people pass by it.

"I think I'm going to my room." I say getting up from the couch.

"I will come."

I turn to her.

"You don't have to."

"But I will, not like you can sleep anyways." She says.

True, the music is blaring.

I give her a warming smile before we head up to my room.

I open my door to two people on my bed.

My eyes widen and I gasp without realizing it.

"Get the fuck out of my room!" I scream at the top of my lungs.

I click the lights on to see Zac hovering over top of a girl. The were fully clothed so that was good.

My mouth falls open.

"Zac." I say angrily.

The girl sits up and hurries out of my room.

"What the hell!" I scream.

He runs his hand threw his hair.

"Sorry, I needed to find someone to replace you."

"Sorry does not cut this! And what made you think you could come into my room to make out with her or were you going to do something more?" I scream at him.

Katherine touches my shoulder.

"Rox." She says soothingly.

I shake my head.

Zac stares at me still sitting on my bed.

"Get the fuck out." I say the calmest I could.

He shifts his jaw before climbing off my bed and walking past me out the door. I slam the door behind him and fall onto my bed.

Katherine comes and sits beside me not saying a thing.