Is this reality or a game? || H2OVanoss

This Is Not Your Fault

(Delirious' POV)
I put my hand on Lui's shoulder. I stared at Nogla's body. His green shirt was now tinted with red stains and so was his right hand. I wiped one of my tears before it ran down my cheek. I heard Vanoss sigh. I turn my head too see him staring at me with sadness in his eyes.

"This is all my fault. I'm the one who went crazy." I said wiping my tears.

"We have to take Nogla to the hospital." Lui mentioned.

"Yeah, let's carry him." Mini told Lui.

Lui and Mini carries Nogla out of the elevator. Me and Vanoss followed them. Vanoss grabbed my hand, holding it tightly. I stared at him. He had watery eyes. He looked down at me while we were walking. He his eye with one hand. Then, he kisses me on the cheek. I stopped walking for a moment as blush covered my cheeks. Vanoss stopped beside me.

"Guys he's heavy, help get him in the car!" Mini shouted.

Vanoss let go of my hand and ran to them. I was still shocked he kisses me cheek. It was hard to forget. Then, another scream from Mini snapped me back into reality.

Vanoss drove as fast as he could. He skipped all the traffic even if the cars behind us were mad. It didn't look like Vanoss cared.

We arrived at the hospital and sent Nogla to the emergency room. We sat there patiently as they were taking care of Nogla.

"Guys, when I went searching for a way out. I messed up the game program. Nogla getting hurt was my fault." Vanoss explained.

I stared at him, knowing that he's just trying to make me feel better. We all know everything that happen was my fault.

"Just stop trying to put the blame on you. This is obviously my fault. Everyone knows that I'm the one to blame for everything." I told Vanoss.

"Delirious, you do have problems with your life?" Vanoss asked me. I froze because I did.

"W-what are you talking about?"

"Like family issues maybe." Vanoss added.

"H-how did you know?" I questioned.

"Evan, what does this have to do with anything?" Mini asked.

"This." Vanoss replied.

Vanoss handed Mini a crumbled up paper. What was that? Mini Ladd looked shocked. Lui snatched it and read it to. Lui didn't look shocked, but angry.

"This was all your fault!" Lui yelled.

Vanoss stared at me and I sat there silently. What was in that note?

"Everything was your fault! If Nogla dies, you're the one to blame!" Lui shouted at me in my face.

Vanoss got up and pushes Lui back. I watched Vanoss yell at Lui as tears fell down my cheeks like water falls. Vanoss shouldn't argue with Lui because he was right about everything being my fault. Who else should we blame? No one else is as stupid as me.

I decide to get up and ran to the doors. Vanoss screams my name, but I ignore it. I didn't know exactly where I was going, I just ran. Not looking both ways, I hear a honk and I think I got hit by a car because all I see is darkness.
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(Vanoss' POV)
"He's gone." I mumble to myself.

I didn't bother running after him. I knew he'll be back. He just needs to think and take in some fresh air.

Mini was sitting on the chair with his knees up. He's head was on top of his knees. I heard him crying, but it was very low. Lui had his back against the wall. He was crying a lot. I didn't know what to do anymore. We are all broken up. I don't want to think about blaming it all on Delirious.

Suddenly, I hear people yelling. I turn around and see doctors running with a bed.

"A man was hit by a car!" One doctor yelled.

I run over to them and see Delirious on that bed.

"Evan." He said lowly.

"Jonathan!" I shout as him and the doctors get out of my sight.

I walk over to my friends. Lui hugs me and I just cry on his shoulder.
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(Time Skip)
I woke up on the chair in the waiting room. I look down at my hand and their intertwined with Lui's. I forgot me and him held hands before we fell asleep. I let go of his hand as I start to get up. I go to the receptionist.

"The guy who got hit with the car yesterday, is he okay?" I asked the receptionist.

"They haven't updated his status yet." She replied.

I nod and walk back to my seat. Someone please tell me he's alright. Please tell me everything is going to be okay. I need to know it because right now, I'm tired of worrying. I want to relax without any problems attacking me. It's hard to do that since we are in this stupid game. I thought games were supposed to be fun because this game is the exact opposite of fun.

Lui wakes up with a yawn escaping his lips. He looks at me.

"Any news?" He asked me. I nod my head no.

"The doctor hasn't come back to give us information on Nogla and Delirious... I don't know if he's okay." I explain to him.

"I thought I was going to wake up happy." Lui mentioned.

I sighed and looked over to my right. Mini slept so calmly. Then, I look in front of me and see a doctor walking towards. The doctor that was helping Nogla. Without any hesitation, Lui jumps out of his seat and runs to the doctor. I follow him.

"Is he alright?" Lui asked.

"Yeah, he's awake. You guys can visit him if you like." The doctor responses.

Once we made it to Nogla's room, Lui hugs him. I smile at the sight of them. I wish Delirious was here with me, but he's in bad condition now.

"You dodged a bullet for me." Lui said.

"Lui, I don't know if you know this, but I like you very much." Nogla told Lui. Tears filled Lui's eyes, those were tears of joy.

"I feel the same about you." Lui said.

I remember when Delirious told me his fillings, I couldn't answer him. All because he said he loved me. I never heard that except from my family. That's why I didn't answer. I was also afraid, of what? I don't know. If I had said something to Delirious, this game would have been so fun. Now, it's just so crazy.