Harry Styles Imagines

13 days

13 days

Harrys P.O.V.

Dear Kate:

If you're reading this I want to thank you for this past twelve days we spent together because in this very short amount of time you helped me have the life I always wanted to have and thanks to you I realized it's never to late to change for the better. I know you always wanted to know about my past and why I never told you anything about it. Well I never did because I'm not proud of the person I was back then. I did some things that I'm really ashamed off like disappointing my mother but the last thing was the worst and there is no way that I could make up for what I did. I used to be a "bad boy" I went around treating girls like they were nothing using them and then left them broken hearted feeling bad about themselves among other things but there's one thing I regret with all my life. I used to bully a girl in my class. At first I just played a harmless prank on her and I saw how people laughed at her and praised me so I kept doing it and soon I lost control the pranks kept getting worst and everybody started saying names to her and laughing at her and soon people started bullying her. I was one of the people who bullied her and I was so stupid that I didn't see how much this was affecting her and she ended hanging herself. They didn't do anything to me since I wasn't the only one but I know it was my fault I was the one who started it and thanks to me now she's dead and you don't know how much I regretted that every single day of my life. After that happened I dropped out of school and fell into depression. To this day I still don't forgive myself for what I did but I think I found a way to make up for it and be at peace wherever I may go. For once in my life I feel like I'm doing the right thing. I want you to know that I love you so much and that I'm so thankful because you made me so happy in this past twelve days thats why I'm letting you something for you to remember me forever. Our story was short but it was surely the best and one day when your really old I want you to remember this dates:

Day 1: The day I first met you at the park. I remember I was sitting agains the tree lost in my thought when you sat down next to me and we talked for a short while. In that short time I learned you were the opposite of me, you were like a ray of sunshine always seeing the positive side of things.

Day 2- I went to the park again and sat down on the same tree waiting to see if you will really come like you promised the day before and you did. I learned that you talked a lot but I didn't mind since I liked listening to you and hearing you talk about the wonderful things in life that I couldn't see. That day we spent like five hours in the park sitting under the tree just talking.

Day 3- We met at our spot in the tree again but that day we decided to walk around the park instead of just seating. I learned that you were afraid of dogs when you jumped into my arms when a chihuahua passed close and you started screaming because you were convinced it was going to kill you.

Day 4- I asked you why you choose to sit down and talk to me and you told me that I seemed like I needed a friend, someone that could help me see all the good things in life instead of focusing on only the bad and you were right I really needed to see the good things in life. I also learned that you'd never had a boyfriend.

Day 5- We decided to do something else besides staying on the park talking so we went to the movies. I learned you loved romantic movies and I also realized that I liked you a lot.

Day 6- I decided to ask you out on the most romantic way that I could and thats why that day I took my guitar with me and sung you a song that I wrote then I asked you out. I learned that you liked me too.

Day 7- I took you on our first date. It was a simple date we went to a nice restaurant and after that we went for ice cream then I dropped you at your house. I learned you were allergic to peanuts.

Day 8- We had our first kiss under the tree at the park. I learned I was your first kiss.

Day 9- This was one of the worst days of my life. I learned that you were sick and only had a few days left to live if they didn't found someone who could donate their heart to you.

Day 10- They had to take you to the hospital last night due to some chest pains. That day at the hospital I met your parents for the first time and I realized I love you. I learned that you hated people seeing you in the hospital.

Day 11- After spending the day at the hospital so they could run some test to me they told me I could donate my heart to you.

Day 12- I spent the whole day with you and told you how much I love you I learned that you loved me too. I said my goodbyes to you I didn't told you what I was going to do because I know you wouldn't let me do it.

Day 13- today is the day I'm going to give you my heart.

In those twelve days I found the love of my life and dated her. I'm sorry our time had to be cut short but I don't mind. Thanks to you I learned to see the positive side of things and I want you to look at this like a positive thing, you now had the chance to keep living and be happy. You can help other hopeless souls like me and have a family like you wanted. This is also a positive thing for me because I look at this as a way of fixing what I did wrong. I'm sorry I won't be there when you wake up from the operation like I promised I would but I think I have a good reason for not being there. please take care of my heart. Remember that I will always love you. I want you to know that I admire you so much. You have a way of looking at life like nobody else can. You always see the good in everything and you always wear a smile and you walk around spreading joy like nothing bad is happening to you. I would've never guess that you were dying if you didn't told me. This world needs more people like you. I think is unfair that people like me who'd only do bad to everyone are healthy and good people like you are dying from cancer or any other illness that they don't deserve to have. I guess it's time for me to say goodbye their gonna start the operation soon and I need to be prepared. Thanks for the last twelve days.

All the love,
Harry Edward Styles

I looked at the nurse who just entered the room.

-Could you please give this to her when she wakes up- I said to the nurse

She nodded taking the letter from me.

-You are a really brave young man not everybody has the courage to do what your about to do-

-I know but she deserves to live I don't-

She looked at me sympathetically and didn't say anything else about the matter.

-Cmon we have to prepare you for the operation-

I followed her to another room and saw Kate lying in a bed almost lifeless. I looked at her one more time before lying on the bed like I was instructed.

-We will now anesthetize you so you won't feel a thing- said a nurse putting a mask on my head. This was it I was going to die. I look at Kate and whispered I love you before letting the dark consume me.