Harry Styles Imagines

Setting you free part 2/sad

Harrys P.O.V.

It's been 3 years since she passed away. I kept my promise and I tried for the X-Factor. I didn't make it as a solo artist but thank god they decided to put me in a band with four other boys. At first I thought they were really nice lads and I'm glad to say that they are now like brothers to me. We didn't win the X-factor. We came in 3rd place. Thanks to our fans they offered us a record deal. Today is the last day of our second tour Take Me home. This show is gonna be a little different than the others. The show starts in 10 minutes and I'm really nervous.

-Hey mate are you alright? you looked a little pale- said Zayn

-Yeah I'm ok just a little nervous-

-We've done this a lot of time you will be fine-

-Yeah I know-

-Hey Zayn come here for a minute!- said Niall

Zayn gave me a reassuring smile before going to Niall. None of them know what I have planed for today, nobody knows except me. I kept it all a secret until now. I'm ready to tell everyone. One of the staff manager came to tell us we had to be on stage in 5minutes. We walked toward the stage. Soon we were singing and jumping around the stage. One hour and a half later we were done. Ok Harry is now or never.

-Sadly that was our last song of the day and this show is over-said Liam

-Wait the show is not over. I have something prepared for today-

The boys looked at me confused. But I ignored it.

-Niall could I please borrow your guitar for a second-

-Sure- he said handing me the guitar.

Everybody was quiet even the guys. They were all looking at me trying to figure out what I was going to say. I guess I can't back out now.

-I had kept a secret for this past 3 years. Something that nobody knows except for me. This is really hard for me to talk about so please bear with me. I always loved singing since I was little but I never thought I would make it in the music industry so it was more like a hobby for me. There is a reason why I tried for the X-Factor and that was to keep my promise. I promise to a special person in my life that I was going to try for the X-Factor and sing for those who need saving. Because my music would at least help them a bit. Sadly she isn't here today to see that I kept my promise. You see her life was really hard. She was bullied at school, her parents didn't care about her. She was broken inside and I couldn't be there for her when she needed me the most. One day when I went to visit her instead of finding her I found a note where she was saying goodbye. She was going to jump of a bridge. I found her before she jumped. I tried to convince her to stay but she didn't want to. She told me she was broken inside and that she didn't want to live anymore. I told her that if she jumped I was gonna jump with her. But she said she didn't want me to die. That I had a lot of things to do here before leaving this world. She told me to let her go and I did, that was one of the hardest things I had to do in my life but that's what she wanted. She wanted the freedom she knew she wouldn't find here. A day like today exactly at this hour 12:26 she jumped out of the bridge leaving this world. It's been 3 years since she left and I still miss her very much. Tonight I decided to dedicate her a song I wrote for her the day she died. I started strumming the guitar. Then I close my eyes imagining I was singing it to her.

This feels so unreal
I can't believe that you're gone
Is so hard to understand
Why you aren't here anymore

I let you go
I set you free
So you could spread your wings
And fly through the sky

I guess is true
What you said to me
Before you leaved
Some people just aren't meant
to be in this world

I want you to know
That I will never forget you
And when we meet again in heaven
We will sing with the Angels

If I had one wish
It would be to see you again
Even if it is for a minute

I hope you are happy
Wherever you are
Singing with the Angels
And flying through the sky

Remember that I love you
And you will always have my heart
I will never forget you
My angel in the sky

That's why
I let you go
I set you free
So you could spread your wings
And fly through the sky

By now I was crying and so was almost everyone in the room.

To all of you who are going through hard times. I want you to know that your not alone and like you there a lot of people suffering. I want all of you to know that you are beautiful in your own way and that I love you. No matter what you have been through. If you had self harmed in any kind of way that doesn't make you any less of a person. We all make bad decisions but that's part of life. I want you to promise me that you will get help. You can get through this. They can bring you down and make you feel bad. But don't listen to them you know your better than that. They don't know you anyway because if they did they wouldn't criticized you. Deep down they know you have something they will never have. You are all strong because despite all the things that you are going through you are still here in this world fighting to live. So please never give up. Show them what you are capable of. That no matter what they say you are still standing here fight for what you believe in. I know that some day like me you are gonna achieve your dreams. They would be a day when you will feel proud of yourself a day when you will say. I'm happy that I made it through the hard times and finally can live the live I deserve. For now just hang on for a little while you will make it past the hard times. I believe in you. I know you can get through this. My friend took her life that day and that wasn't her best decision that wasn't the way to solve things. Like they say we should learn from the mistakes. Life is a precious thing and we only have one that's it. I want all of you to live your life to the fullest. I want you to leave this world when you are supposed to, when you reach your purpose in life because if you are here is for a reason and I want you to accomplish it. Thanks for hearing me out and I hope you enjoyed the show. Remember that we love you!.

A.N.

The song I know it sucks I wrote it myself. I just couldn't find a song that I liked for it anyway I kind of like it. Well that's it till next time.