Harry Styles Imagines

The letter

Harry's P.O.V.

"Im sorry Harry, I hope one day you'll forgive me"

Those were the words that broke my heart. The ones you said before you walked out the door taking the broken pieces of my heart with you.

But I'm not stupid. I knew what I was getting into from the start. I knew you had feelings for Niall. But still I wanted to be with you. Because I loved you. And I wanted you to see that. I wanted to show you that I really cared for you. I guess deep down I hoped that you were starting to realize that I was better for you. That I could give you what he couldn't.

I also knew that you didn't have feelings for me when I asked you out and I'm still not sure why I did it. But I thought that maybe if I showed you that I cared, that I was always going to be there for you no matter what, that I was willing to wait for a time when you might feel the same. For you to realize that I was all you were looking for.

But things don't always go the way you want them to no matter how hard you work for it, no matter how much you want it. Because if it isn't meant to be it will never be. And I learnt that the hard way.

I just can't get through my head how you could fake all those kisses. All the moments we shared together. When you tell me you loved me and that you started having feelings for me four months into our relationship. You had me fooled because I believed every word, I thought every kiss was real, I though that I finally got the girl of my dreams the one I was going to spend the rest of my life with, that we were going to get married and have children and grow old together, I thought I made you fall in love with me. Guess I was wrong.

I still can't believe that after two years of being together you jumped at the first chance to be with him. That you didn't even think it twice. But deep down I always had a feeling you weren't meant for me.

But you know what? Even after all that you did I can't bring myself to hate you. After all how could I hate the person who made me happy for two years? Even thought it was fake for you to me it meant the world. I wish you the best because deep down I get what you did. I know what is like to finally have a chance with the person you want the most. Besides I know we can't choose who we love and it's not your fault that you could never return my feelings. But I still believe there's somebody out there who's meant for me.

As they say if you can love the wrong person that much, imagine how much you can love the right one. And I'm glad to tell you that I found that person. It took me a while but I did it. The funny thing is that she's the opposite of you in every single way. Weird world isn't it? Anyway you may not care about this letter or everything that it says but I just had to do it. I felt like I needed to this to finally move on completely from you to never feel like I left anything unsaid.

Anyway I hope that your good it's been a while since I last saw you. If you ever come to California don't be afraid to send me a text or give me a call so we can meet up and catch up and maybe you could meet the twins. I'm sure you'd love them you have always been good with little kids.

Anyway thats all I wanted to say. Take care and hopefully I'll see you soon.

All the love,
Harry Styles

A.N.

I know this is short but I'm still finding my inspiration. If you like it please don't forget to vote it means a lot. Thanks!