June 15,2015
Somewhere in Philippines,"Do you love me not as your friend but as a man?" He asked
That question hit me and made me stiff for a while.
Why does he suddenly ask me that question?!
OMG! I'm sorry best but i have to deny it. For the sake of our friendship i need to lie! I'm sorry jes! I'm really sorry!
I faced him
"Of course not! I only love you as a friend.You're like a brother to me! And also i have fallen for another guy! Why ask that silly question?" I asked. It hurts,it's like i was stabbed by thousands of shining swords..
"I asked cause maybe, just maybe that I-i can get a chance that you can love me as a man.Ha! I assumed that you love me too Gellie, but I was wrong! All wrong.." He hurtfully said and a glimmering crystal escaped from his eye-then there came another one,until i realized that those were tears that shed down through his cheeks, the light of the moon is gleaming through his face. I can clearly see that he's crying.
But I was stunned by his confession. D-does he mean, he-
He continue his words.
"I thought that you were in love with me based on your actions, it tells. It tells that you love me.Haha! Am I too assuming? Blame it to my heart! It keeps on beating when you're around and quickens when you smile at me.. Even my brain contradicts and keeps on telling that i should stop these fantasies of mine, that i may fall deeper for you and get hurt at the end... But.. I didn't listen, i have loved and still loving you secretly.. I didn't made a way on confessing it to you way back then, because maybe i might lose you, that maybe you'll stay away from me, that maybe you'll ill will me.. Until.. here i am confessing my feelings for you cause i can't take it anymore!I love you! And I am so filled by my love for you that i also wanted to give you the half of it so you can love me back, but you refused before i offer you ..." He stated and almost whispering at the last sentence that he said.. His still crying like a girl.. So i hug him, i hug him tightly.. No words came from my mouth that's why i pulled away from him and cleared my throat..
I know that i am the reason why his in great pain right now..
I hold his hands tightly with mine.. And tears streaming down my face
"I-i don't know.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. And I l-" he cut me off by his words before i could confess..
"Even it hurts Gellie.. I'll let--" he instantly evaporated and the place changed into a black room
And...
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LIFE OF A FAMOUS GIRL
Losowe"In love obstacles will be on my way,but remember this,I SURRENDER,is the thing that i won't say." -Gellie Arepol