Call Me Woozi

thirteen

If anyone was wondering

The smirk ^

Just imagine that, staring into your eyes.

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"Su-Bin get off of me please, i cant breath!"

I pouted while being crushed.

"Not until you admit that you love Jihoon more than anything and that he's irresistable! And you have to promise to never turn him down, for anything!"

She shouted back, trying to put more weight on my tiny self.

Okay he his irresistable. And i do really like him, so what? Plus, I dont think I can see that face again.

His sad eyes.

"Whats the point of this again?"

"Just say it!"

"Okay! I love Jihoon, he's irresistable, and I would never want to hurt him again! There, please get off now."

She got off as I gasped for breath.

"Again?"

Oops.

"I might have told him no when he first asked me."

"Why? How can you say no to that cutie?!"

"I don't know what got into me. And I wouldn't call him cute when he's around."

She rolled her eyes and threw a pillow at my face. What is up with pillows and my face?

"What was that for?"

She laughed.

"You just said you'd never say no to anything again."

"And? Where does the pillow come in?"

She laughed again and completely ignored my question. I knew she was up to something, but I couldnt quite put my finger on it.

"Seo-Yunnn, I want to do the thing we did when we were kids!"

"We did a lot of things."

"When we snook out of the house and went to our secret hideout to talk! Your mom didnt even notice we were gone."

"Where are we going to find a secret hideout."

"I dont know, but one question. Just to make sure, you dont really like fancy or big things right?"

"Yeah. Why?"

This is what i was talking about. Shes always been asking me these questions. Then once she gets her answer, she leaves for "errands".

"Just making sure. Im going to go out. Bye Seo-Yun!"

"Bye."

Yup.

She walked out of the door and i sighed. What was I supposed to do now?

Two more days till my birthday. I am a bit nervous for Woozi's surprise. Maybe Su-Bin's asking and leaving is involved. I'm going to be 20 in two days. Wow i'm old. I chuckled and thought. How could i have said no? What was i thinking? His reaction stays in my head. Its only been two days and its already the thing ive regretted most.

I remembered his frown, his pout, then his smile and smirk.

It all played through my head.

This guy is an idol. He's famous. Your boyfriend is famous. Millions of other people are in love with him, but he chose you. Out of the billion other fans, he chose you.

But why? Why me? There isn't anything special about me. I dont have any side talents. I dont think im really pretty.

Is it my personality?

My style?

What does he see in me, that makes me different from the others?

Im probably thinking about it too much.

I got up and walked over to the doorway. I'll go get some fresh air. I left a note on the door just in case Su-Bin gets back before me.

I walked down the sidewalk. Listening to kids laughing, the birds chirping, the breeze blowing by. It was really relaxing and comforting. Everything was enjoyable.

Till I see Su-Bin walking by with Woozi's hands in hers. I stopped in place. They were talking like a normal day. Across the street, they didnt even notice me. My heart started to beat faster and faster as I continued watching them.

Was that what she has been doing all along?

Su-Bin's Pov

"But I dont know what to do! Or say!"

Jihoon told me, getting frustrated. I rolled my eyes. I know this was his first time so I cant be mad with him.

"Look just follow me, pretend I'm Seo-Yun. Think that she's the only girl in the world. The only person you see. Now hold my hand and take me to the surprise place."

He nodded and took my hand hesitantly.

"What if anyone sees us?"

"Seo-Yun is the only person that matters here. It's only to practice anyways."

He nodded again and started a conversation as we walked hand in hand.

This is for Seo-Yun.

This needs to be perfect for her.

Its necessary to hold hands with this kid.

For Seo-Yun.

Seo-Yun's Pov

I was shocked. Thoughts crossed my mind as I just watched them walk away.

Did he just ask me to get closer to Su-Bin?

I need to go back home. I cant watch anymore. Something so simple, the touch of hands hurt so bad. Tears were coming to my eyes.

Why am I always crying?

Is this what love does to you?