Call Me Woozi

fourteen

I laid on my bed, just staring at the ceiling. I sort of wanted to cancel the thing but I promised I'd never let him down again. Then what was he doing? Su-Bin would've told me wouldn't she?
Was this why she always dodged the questions of her and Vernon?

I closed my eyes and grunted out of frustration. I then heard the door open.

"Aisssh, that took forever. Hello Seo-Yun! Same place as I left you."

She laughed.

"Yeah."

I was good at hiding things but I was really trying my best here.

But my best wasn't good enough. Her smile faded.

"Is there something wrong Seo-Yun?"

"No... I just feel a little tired."

There was no point in telling a lie, she knew it wasn't the truth. She's known me for 15 years.

"Seo-Yun, tell me what happened."

She pouted. I just stayed silent.

The whole room turned silent for seconds until a loud gasp escaped her lips.

"Why don't we go visit Woozi? I know you want to see him!"

I just looked at her doubtfully.

"Come on Seo-Yun! Lets get out of this place for once!"

She grabbed my wrist and pulled me up.

Everytime I go out something bad happens.

I just followed behind her as she shoved me out the door.

"Lets try the dorm first."

She said, full if confidence. She probably already knew they were there.

•••

"Oh Su-Bin! What are you doing here?"

Hoshi then saw the little me pop out behind her. His eyes widend.

"Oh hello Seo-Yun!"

He said for some reason nervously, like he was trying to hide something. When the other members heard my name, they scrambled around and grabbed things so quickly, i couldn't identify them. Woozi just looked straight at me.

I was very confused with this group.

What are they hiding from me?

"Well, since you guys have a day off. We were hoping we could spend time with you."

Su-Bin smiled sweetly.

But i felt doubtful. Ever since they knew us, i feel like... we always were interrupting or bothering their free-time. If they wanted our company, they could just call us.

I pulled Su-Bin to the side.

"Su-Bin, we have always been with them when they have their breaks. Don't you think they want time to themselves?"

"Aish Seo-Yun. Your'e always low with your confidence."

"Maybe your'e too high with it!"

I snapped a bit too loud.

Woah.

Did that come from me?

I've never snapped in a long time.

I felt like letting the anger out about what happened today.

Was that my way of releasing a little?