Pistanthrophobia

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Monday's are probably one of my least favorite days. but it's also a favorite because Monday's mean it's late start, and boy do I love starting school almost an hour and a half late on purpose.

this Monday was different... maybe it was because people still weren't over what happened Friday night, maybe it's that I might be possibly talking to someone, or that that person is walking towards me right now with his little prick of a best friend? I don't know.

Ethan walked up next me and my small group of friends which happens to be Kailyn and hunter, Madison and Stefan, and usually Liam is here but I haven't seen him since the party...

"hey babe" Ethan says with a smirk walking partially behind me

"oh hey" I say with an unexpected tone from what he just said

"oh. hi Ethan.." Stefan says with a confused face I don't understand why though...

"what I can't hang out with the girl I like?"

"no, you can. I guess. I mean you usually hang out with the freshman." Stefan says sounding completely pissed.

"wow... okay. what? I can't hang out with my own grade?" Ethan starts walking away while pulling on my arm.

"what are you doing?" I whisper with wide eyes.

"we're leaving. I need to talk to you..." while he rolls his eyes.

"what's going on?" I say standing my ground

"I'll tell you once we leave... now come on." he says dragging me away

"okay! now can you please tell me what the hell happened?!?" I say getting out of his grip and he sighs. that means it's probably serious...

"a while back I had a thing with Kailyn and then I stopped talking to her when she introduced me to Madison and then I guess I cut both of them off when I started talking to Sabrina and Bailey... I guess I was a fuckboy to both of them... and now they hate me."

that's who they were talking about... I didn't know that this was Ethan...

"oh" I just whisper.

"is it going to be a problem..." he quietly says while looking down.

"I mean, like I've heard where they came from and stuff but I think everything in the past should stay in the past" I say while smiling and trying to brighten the situation

"okay, " he says while smiling "let's go to class"

as we start walking away  look back at all of them and Madison give me a little bit of a disappointed and upset look on her face. I mouth I'm sorry to them and they just continue their conversation. I really hope I didn't ruin anything.

*lunch*

I walk out of Spanish and I have no idea where I'm supposed to sit. do I go over to my group of friends or do I go to Ethan and them... i don't know but I'm going with my routine and going over to the middle table on the end row next to the outside doors.

i walked up and hunter just gave me a look and got up and left. Kailyn went after him and I was stuck with Madison and Stefan. I sit down and we start talking. I like it here better. I fit in more. then Madison's eyes widen and I thought it was something I said but then Stefan starts choking on his orange. I give them both a confused look until I feel the presence of someone behind me and then sit next to me. i look over and it's the last person I want to see right now... Liam.

I look at him and continue eating the last of my meal. I get up and throw away my trash and I come back to them still being silent.

"okay. can someone speak? or something please just fill the silence." I blurt out

Liam looks at me and starts smiling. I don't like this... his stupid blue eyes are so seductive and they're drawing me back in. I want to move but i can't, we're both stuck. our eyes locked on each other's. until hunter and Kailyn showed up and hunter grabbed his backpack and left. but Kailyn didn't go with him... she just sat back down and slouched over.

I look at her and I instantly know what happened... Madison looked at me and then we both got up and say on Kailyn's sides.

"I don't want to believe him..." Kailyn says while choking up

"what happened?" Madison asked

"he said that he doesn't want to deal with any of the drama I guess. and that he almost hooked up with Jessica... his freaking ex!" she sobbed

"you don't need him..." I quietly said

"oh just like how you don't need Liam!?!" she yells out.

all I did was back up and give her a shocked and hurt look... she said that with Liam right there. Liam looked at me in confusion and then I started to get up to grab my backpack. but Liam tried to stop me.

"Kirra! wait! c'mon! please?" he yelled out at me as I got my bag and walked away.

I started crying. I didn't want to,but I did. I soon heard running footsteps behind me. I didn't bother to look but they decided to grab my shoulder and turn me around. I saw the shoes and I instantly knew it was Liam.

"what was she talking about?" he said looking down at me with concern.

"the night of the party... I saw you go upstairs with Allyson... so I started to drink... and I guess I got really drunk." I quietly said, while years running down my cheeks into the creases of my mouth.

"about that... Kirra you know I like you a lot."

"I don't want the details Liam. I don't care about how fun she was..."

"that's not at all where I was going... but since you think we actually did stuff. let's clear this up. Allyson took me upstairs when I was looking for you cause she said you were up there. and I was very confused cause I didn't see you upstairs in the loft and that means your not up here cause the rooms are for other things. so she brought me into a room, and no one was in there and she said I have no idea where that little bitch is... but I'm right here. and she kissed me. but I didn't kiss back because I was trying to find you. so I pushed her into the bed and I ran out the door. but when I went downstairs I couldn't find you so I left..."

"oh." I felt bad. I felt terrible actually...

I walked closer to him and I looked up into his eyes and I started crying even harder. I was just sobbing on his chest. he pulled me in to his chest and we just stood there. he rubbed my back and I looked up at him again and he wiped my face and he put his hand under my chin and lifted it towards his face... and the next thing I knew we were making out. and it wasn't like harsh. it was soft, and blissful, and safe...

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well here's the second chapter:)

I know I took me a while to upload this but I've been really busy since its like the last week of summer. but anyways here you go. enjoy
-angel:))