poems for my identity

dont you remember?

why cant you remember,

 what have you done?

 the memories,

 all the pain the suffering,

 the holes inside my heart.

 i wasted one too many lives.

 i must sit in the dark rest my head and let the demons eat me alive.

i did it, i caused all this why cant the moon just go away!

 i dont need your fucking reminders i know what i promised.

 i wont give you the satisfaction of keeping my heart,

 you only get the broken peices.

 i didnt like them anyways.

 the light is rising

 i am falling its time to put that barbie smile back on

give the light what it wants.

 not you, not me,

 but your thoughts.

 the light takes your dreams

 removes them from the safe keeping place you always kept them at,

 your tears.