poems for my identity

fake memories

i thank the sky for all the fake memories i have inside my head. none of the feeling went both ways. tears wasting, words molded into such hate i couldnt breathe. you were my strength but what do you do when your strength leaves you to die. i lay there weak drowning in my own tears and thoughts. blades cant fix it this time. nothing can. what happened to together? what happened to forever? was any of it real or was my mind just playing tricks on me? were they all behind the words? did they all fake the memories? what did i do ! what did i do ! i was trying to live right. to live safe i dont know anymore whats happening? was i having a good life for too long? was i born to be sad.