26: The Silence I Could Not Fix

45 6 10
                                    

" Zara....Zara " I heard someone calling my name but was to tired to open them.

" Open your eyes "

I opened one eye then the other. I rubbed my eyes and adjusted them to the light. My neck hurt and so did my shoulder. Belle stood there giving me a weak smile.

" Go home and rest..." she said. I looked around and saw no one in the waiting room, but a young boy in a chair. He looked around 15 or 16, then it hit me..it was James, Jason's 15 year old brother.

" No I want to stay " I say as I straighten myself in the chair.

" At least go home shower, and relax " she said

" What is James doing here? " I asked changing the subject as I looked at him " Where's my aunt? "

" James came with us to California and your aunt went to go get coffee and some snacks, along with Dillion " she answered " Now go home and rest " she ordered

" That jerk is still here? " I asked surprised that Dillion was still here. Last night I went into the bathroom and didn't come out until my aunt convinced me. I didn't take or look at Dillion, I then fell asleep against the wall.

" We're back " said my aunt as she came into view, Dillion behind her holding the coffee cups.

" Here you go Zara " he said as he hand me a coffee cup. I ignored him and grabbed the cup. My aunt gave us all a pice of donut and I choked it down. After a while of silence we saw Dr. Reed come into the room. James, Belle and I rushed to him.

" His under intensive care.......the good news is that he did not enter coma and that it's only a matter of time before he wakes up he should be as good as new by Monday " he said. As those words left his mouth Belles smile lightened up and James frown was know upside down. As I heard those words I felt relived and happy.

" Can we see him Doc? " asked James

" One person per time " said the doctor as he lead James to Jason's room. Belle and I turned to each other and hugged each other and jumped from happiness.

" You can go next to see him " whispered Belle.

" You should go first " I said as we headed to are chairs. My aunt waited there wide armed and said she was happy he was okay. Dillion gave me a brief hug, but I pulled away
first.

*~*
I entered the cold,white room slowly. I tried my best to make the least noise. It was my turn to go in and see Jason, I was afraid of his reaction. When I entered the white room I saw Jason lay there motionless,pale, and asleep. I sat next to his bed on a chair and looked as his closed eyes.

I grabbed his motionless cold hand in mine. I was surprised he was asleep but then again he was in intensive care. I sat next to his bed on a chair and looked as his closed eyes. Once those eyes were filled with joy. The time I said I accepted being his girlfriend his eyes sparkled light blue, the first time I told him I loved him his eyes filled with happiness.

I felt a tear leave my left eye and slide down my check, sadness rolled over me. I felt my heart shatter into pieces of just the thought of not seeing his beautiful eyes filled with happiness again. I squeezed his cold hand in mine.

" I'm sorry...Jason...I'm sorry " I whisper to him " This is all my fault....if you want to never see me again that fine but please open your eyes " I say through a quite sob. I stand up whipping away the tears. As I start to the door I hear him.

" Stay " I hear him whisper before I leave the room. I turn around my head and see his pale face lit up with his sea blue eyes open. A smile makes it onto my face. I walk over to the chair and seat in it, once again holding his cold hand. A smile made it onto his pale face.

Stupid BetWhere stories live. Discover now