(Depression maybe involved)
Jc's P.O.V
'I'm so stupid, how could you hurt Kian like that?!' all these thoughts were rushing through. I need to apologize to him! I ran to my car and quickly started it and I drove off. My hands gripped the steering wheel and my eyes were focused. I was going about 70 but I didn't care, i needed to see kian and nothing was gonna stop me.
I got to Kian's apartment and walked in "Kian please I'm sorry I didn't know what I was doing!". Silence, I ran to his room, no one. I walked into the bathroom and there lied a passed out kian with the words 'worst mistake' cut into his arm. I called 911 and sat there holding kian crying.
"Im sorry kian, i shouldn't have hurt you like that. Please stay with me, dont leave me. Come on kian wake up, come on dude." I said through tears. My eyes were red and puffy and tears were all over my face.
I look around and found the razor kian had cut with it still had blood. I looked at kian and then at the razor. I sighed and put the knife to my wrist and cut a long line.
I did this 3 more times before the police got there. They took kian into a ambulance and i rode with them. I cried and held his hand. He was breathing normally but he wasnt opening his eyes.
We got to the hospital and they took kian and took him to the emergency room. I tried going in but the nurse wouldnt let me. "PLEASE LET ME GO! I NEED TO BE WITH HIM!" i yelled to her.
"Sir im gonna need you to calm down, and wait in the waiting room." I nooded and walked in. There was a man with his face in his hands, and a women crying and whispering. I frowned and sat down, 'This is gonna be a long night' i thought.
The next day
Kians P.O.V
I woke up in a hospital bed, and i looked at my wrist which was covered in bandages. I looked around and there was jc sleeping in a chair. He seemed really tired, so I didn't wake him.
Suddenly a nurse walked in and she said "Hello Mr. Lawley good to see your awake, your friend over there was reallu worried about you." She said pointing to jc. "He waited all night until he got to see you." She smiled and laughed.
I looked at her and said "When can i go home?". She looked at some papers and said "When ever you want. Your friend just needs to sign some papers."
I nodded and she walked out, and right when she did jc woke up. "Kian your awake! Thank God!" He smiled and his eyes brightened up. I laughed and said "Ya dude."
He laughed and said "Im so sorry for everything i did. I didnt mean any of it! I was drunk and when i relized what i had done, i was to late. Im so sorry please forgive me!" His eyes were tearing up, and his voice was cracking up.
I nodded and said "Jc im sorry, but you really hurt me. I just want to be friends right now. I dont want to be in a relashonship with you right now."
He nodded and said "ya, ok ill go sign you out and drop you off at your place." He said and walked out.
3rd persons P.O.V
As jc signed kian out he couldnt help but hold back tears, he really wanted to be with kian. But he knew how much he hurt him. 'I just got to give him some space' jc thought.
Kian on the other hard, didnt want some space he wanted jc. He didnt care how much he hurt him he wanted him in his life. He loved him so much, 'Maybe this is for the best' he thought. Even though he knew he was liying.
Jc took kian home in silence all you heard was the music playing in the car. Once they reached the apartments, jc said his goodbyes and so did kian. And they left it at that.
Once kian exited the car jc bursted out into tears he couldnt stop, he has lost the one he loved. Jc went into his apartment and grabbed a knife and started cutting his wrists.
Once he started he couldnt seem to stop, he just wanted to keep going. After 20 mins of cutting. He stopped and examined his scars.
He was never proud of them but he couldnt help it. It felt good but it hurt so much. He decided to leave for a while, he packed a suitcase and left California. He decided to go back to texas and visit his family.
But kian had very diffrent plans he didnt want to be alive if jc wasnt in his life. He tried to apologize to jc but he wouldn't answer his phone, and he had left his apartment and all his clothes were gone.
'Hes gone' kian thought. He took a deep breath set up his equitment for a video and he decided to make a goodbye video.
1 hours later
"Ok the videos up i think its time to say goodbye." He said. So he grabbed a chair set up a rope and as he was about to knock down the chair..........
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