Beca never really understood why she was put on this hell. Some days she thought that she was put on this hell only bring heaven, other days she feels like that she's supposed to fill in the space on this hell.
Beca was like and angel to people. Her soul was magnificent in so many incredible ways. Knowing that she was sweet as sugar to knowing that if you mad her angry or hurt she would cry. The phrase "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." To her the phrase never actually helped her. The words that came from people and her mind always got to her, to her heart.
The thoughts that went through her head was wicked, horrible, and straight up maddness. Beca let the thoughts into her head and into her heart. She was stuck in a depressing hole with blades, sleeping medication, and a bucket.
The blade explains the cuts on her wrist and her thighs, the medication could make her sleep forever, and the bucket could finally make her accept her body. Her choices of what she had picked leads up to the fight of where Joshua and Beca stopped talking and stopped laughing together.
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