Beca's moment in time at this very moment is to kill herself. She ready to go. She wants to leave. There is no point of her staying if nobody wants her. She was loved by many people, but I only to see them love others way more. She's thinking how she'll kill herself. Drowning or overdosing. She doesn't know.
She wants to leave but she wants to stay. She feels like there's no point of cutting herself. Never that she thought she'd miss the blades against he thick thighs. Her eyes are red, so is her nose. Cheeks so red from the pain in her heart.
She's thinking. "Who will notice me when I'm gone?"
She wants to be loved. She wants to be heard. She wants to be noticed. It a great time to leave, windy air, sunny and cloudy days. She could leave right now and no one would ever remember her. Her funeral would be family, they'll be disappointed going to another funeral that was caused by suicide.
She thinks to herself. She's thinking if she's overreacting. And she is. Maybe if she lighten up and breaths she could make it through the rough time.
Beca was always thinking to herself. These bad thoughts always came by to say hi. Some days they stayed over. It hurt her to know that she hates herself for who and how she is.
Tears are dried up on her warm cheeks, she might go to a shower to relax, or she'll drown herself.
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It Kills To Love While Suicidal
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