Beca is a girl who was smart, funny, sexual minded, acted like a kid, and nicest person in the world. That was how her soul was, but her pyshical appearance was so different. Beca was 220lbs and was 5'5ft tall, she was so self-conscious about her body.
She could never act the way she wanted to because her mind got the best of her. Her mind filled with thoughts about how people saw her. Some days when she looked in the mirror she cried because of the way she looked. It hurt her to know that she wasn't as skinny as the girls in her school.
One day she realized that her smile wasn't real. That she smiled and laughed at everything just to blend in. She could make anyone laugh or smile, but she could never make herself happy. Beca never cared about herself, she put people in front of her.
The self-conscious girl could imagine pain within her mind and have her body feel it. From have her arm cut off to her leg bleeding and to not having lungs.
Beca had many talents but never actually appreciated them. She felt like a failure for the way she had looked and what she had done.
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