Dr. Styles

4

Belle

I woke up feeling like crap. I look at my phone and saw many missed calls from Harry. Forget him, he broke me and he makes me feel like I'm the dumb one and I'm the stupid one. I guess I'm the only star struck person in this thing. There's a million reasons why I should give him up, but the heart wants what it wants.

I hop in the shower and start singing a song that I just thought of

You got me sipping on something

I can't compare to nothing

I've ever known, I'm hoping

That after this fever I'll survive

I know I'm acting a bit crazy

Strung out, a little bit hazy

Hand over heart, I'm praying

That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here

The future that we hold is so unclear

But I'm not alive until you call

And now I bet the odds against it all

Save your advice cause I won't hear

You might be right, but I don't care

There's a million reasons

Why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

You got me scattered in pieces

Shining like stars and screaming

Lighting me up like Venus

But then you disappear and make me wait

And every second's like torture

Heroin drip, no more so

Finding a way to let go

Baby, baby, no I can't escape

But the heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

The heart wants what it wa-a-a-a-a-nts

This is a mockery

fairytale

No happy ending

No wind in our sails

But I can't imagine

A life without

Breathless moments

Breaking me down, down, down, down

I started to cry knowing that all the lyrics to this song were true. I just can't help feeling betrayed, I thought he actually wanted something with me, but I guess I was just a toy for him and well he got a new shiny toy to play with, so I was thrown away.

"Belle is that you?" I heard someone ask, who was that?, how did they get inside my house?

I grab my towel and wrap it around my body, I come out the shower and grabbed the first thing I saw, which was a shampoo bottle, well that can't do nothing for me. I go outside the bathroom and start walking very slowly out my room