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Plan Begins now!!! December 6, 2000

So its come to this. Pain beyond imagination. What I must do today, will carry on my death in my future days. Today, I must take out the trash. That smelly black bag that's big and wet. Its enough to kill me. I hate doing dishes. I'm always told "Pat do this! and Pat do that!" So annoying. I wish my dad didn't abuse the fact that hes my dad. Even though he does hate me a lot, I'm a Thing too. I'm not a human but i look just like that. Eww. Even though I really am a human, it never hurts to be something different, don't you agree? Yeah I cant go to school, and so what if i sleep in a position were i could possible get hanged. You don't see a lot of people like that. No book they don't. If you were a person, I would want You to be totally different then me, and i would really like that. I just wish I knew about the girl more, and we could hang out and........x The rest of the page is covered in drool so you cant read it well. x

And that's everything I would love to do with her. Yeah. Long list. But we all have ideas in our own special way.  My dads ideas is making me and George cry, and he felt happy because of that. Even though I lost my little finger, part of me was happy that he was happy. I remember a girl wanted to die. So i just took my knife, stabbed her, and just slowly went deeper in her body till the knife came out her back. I took it out and then just lit her on fire. Rest in hell little lady :D. Hell is were i wanna go too. I've heard from my dad that its a magical place were the best killers live. He said that mom isn't there because she was too kind. I guess that its true. When I first saw this house, i was only one day old. I saw a bunch of flowers and a picture that said we start to change now. I guess we really did change. For the worst. I wish there was a way that i could see my mom. But my dad wanted her body burned because he was sick of her. I read it in his diary. I'm finding it amazing that I learn so much within a few weeks. There's even a clue in the house that i heard Jeff say one day. He said " within the black book, hides the key to all freedom." The only book I can think of is that one dark book hidden behind a few books in the house library. My dad must of moved the book already, to a even more safer place. Huh. Well before I start to look around for it, i need a crew. I know a few girls next door that are very cute, but I still want the one girl from the park. The names are Jazz, and Angle. I believe they are sisters and me and George have been playing around secretly with them. Its fun when we play tag, and we all love hide and seek. I'm the best hider ever when it comes to that. They even tried to cheat their way to find me! Oh I cant wait to play with them again, and when we all grow up, maybe we can live with each other if this plan fails. Hopefully it doesn't. The faster I get to get out of My asylum, the faster I can get to that one girl. Initiate Phase one: The crew.