Little Dead Children

The WHORE Filled Palace

 Hello journal! i could't help but pick you up again. i hate this place so damn much... stupid stupid bitches walking around proud they had sexual intercourse with some other girl occasionally their best friends boyfriend. whatver. so im walking in the halls and get dirty looks but FUCK IT because im my own damn person judge from a distance assholes. some of these imbeciles think i wont hit them if they come too close. gods just testing you emily calm down. but other than the short shorts i see in the middle of winter and crop tops i see them. my friends from the park. they told me not to talk to them directly to just send them mind messages. the fuck is that. but hey it works they're in all my classes and they don't seem to talk to anyone but each other and i. its January 17  and i still havent heard them say their own names since we met when i was 2 1/2-3. but i know the tall slim male with dark washed ripped jeans and a classy button down shirt thats also black matching his beanie, his name is Mickael. Then a female, long blonde hair  very curly her oversized tshirts and leggings looking fabulous as always her names Raqelle. then another male is a bit chubbier but to me hes sweet no matter what his weight is, he has dirty blonde hair and he usually wears shorts and white tshirts, his name is Duncan. theres two males look rather alike but not the way they dress, one was slightly taller by a few inches and he was oh so cute mysterious looking and his hair combed over to one side and he occasionally slicked it back with a wink hes my favorite his names kollin and his brothers name is allen. Allen is a bit shorter he wears tight jeans with girly muscle tees, he occasionally joins in on gossip and is my favorite person to talk to. the last one of my friends... its name is AJ i dont know if its a female or male always wearing a beanie covering its hard barley any chest wears hoodies and sweatpants very mysterious it doesnt talk much, it prefers sign language which is pretty dope. wait holy shit its 2;06 already?! time to leave.

          on the ride home from school Kollin is sitting next to me literally reading over my shoulder. i can feel him smirking slyly as i write about him. Hes an asshole.

HAAHAHAHA that made him shut his trap, anyway... Duncan looks upset today hes normally sweet to me and all and today our conversation went like this.

E: hey duncan, are you alright you seem bothered by something...?

D: Shut the hell up Emily mind your own damn business.

and just like that he blocked me from sending him mind messages... damn it Duncan i fucking worry about you. maybe he just doesnt care anymore... maybe im just overreacting... i dont know but kollin keeps looking at him and im worried.. we are getting close to home and our bus stop is up we all stand and get off i walk home and actually speak,

M: " Duncan!' i went and put a hand on his shoulder as he tried to speed home as soon as i touched him he flipped shit and turned pinning me to the ground and yelled at me his eyes pitch black.

D: " DONT TOUCH ME EMILY LEAVE ME ALONE SERIOUSLY! GO HANG OUT WITH KOLLIN!?" it then hit me ' jealousy..' i thought i stood up and looked at them i quickly hugged them all but kollin and duncan because they were giving eachother the death stare. while hugging Raqelle i whispered for her to keep an eye on him and i went home quietly locking myself in my room.... homework time.