tigers and wolves...oh my(boyxboy)

chapter 8 nightmares strike again

we stood in silence, did he notice my blush? ugh why do i care? then i remembered something important "um, Paul and his girlfriend will be worried about me by now" he looked unfazed by that "hello, my roommates would call the police if i don't get to the apartment" there was ice in his eyes "they won't remember you" i stared in shock "what the hell do you mean" if eyes could freeze you i'd be a Popsicle "as in they have no memory of a Jay Whitte, they don't know who you are and the fact that they had a roommate at all" i was growing angry and confused how did he do it? and he had no right "what about Tyler and the Black Tigers?"   he didn't say anything he just turned around and opened the door and strode out. wait he can't just leave! i ran after him only to see him opening a door that had do not enter sign "wait! how did you make them forget?" "you do not need to know" he looked at the two wolves that just appeared "take him to my room after getting him something to eat" they nodded and grabbed me by my arms and started to drag me. A few moments later i was in a giant kitchen "what would like to eat? our cook can make anything he is a very good cook" i was still staring at the kitchen surroundings it was all very expensive marble and tiles "um a raw steak and fries with a chocolate milkshake and a banana sundae with lots of ice cream and whipped cream" i say in the next second they nodded, ten minutes later i was staring at a huge raw bloody steak, a heap of fries and a large milkshake whoa i never thought they'd actually have this.

after eating so much that i was actually full, it took a lot to fill a shifter especially a tiger because we are bigger than wolves. i was then taken back to the room i hated the most, his but i was too tired by then to have a fit so i laid on the bed waiting to fall asleep, on a full stomach and an emotional day i fell asleep before my eyes closed i saw the glint of a full moon and golden eyes .

*dream/memories*

*i cried as i watched my house and family burn, a man next to me patted my head "it's okay Jay i'll protect you" those words echoed forever in my mind Jay you've been a bad boy it's time for your punishment . no not again it happened every time he came ,along with being bullied i was raped and tortured. i was tied up with rope with only old jeans on my wrist hurt and bled  "uncle Derek isn't happy with you" he had said with a cold emotionless voice that made me tremble in fear i was only ten. the sharp points of the whip slashed against my back the feel of an x on my back hurt i could only scream as each whip cut deeper making me bleed more so that there was a pool of blood  under my feet where i hung. After he would only let me heal enough so that the blood dried he would then cut the ropes burn them and had new ones ready for the next day. i was thrown to the ground on top of the blood that has spread so my face and some parts of me were covered in my own blood, he would take off my jeans and he would start just by touching me every where  "s-stop please" i would beg  he continued like i hadn't spoken  i felt that horrible feeling as he raped me like i was tearing apart from the inside later i would lay in the mess more blood but this time there was so much blood spilled from my butt that i lost conscious. i woke tied up again  i was older  a year before i was seventeen when he came back again i was terrified i couldn't shift so i still had no strength to fight back, no one knew because he used an old cabin that also had a basement attached underneath and we where deep in the woods i knew because he never blinded folded me. no one ever asked questions because they all saw an uncle and nephew walking to the woods for family time. "no, no just let me go!" i scream  i knew he wouldn't   "i will let you live for now, but when i find you again i will make sure you never see the sun" he smiled cruelly  with one more slash and a scream*

Lukas's P.O.V

i was in the basement interrogating a rouge killing him in the end, when i heard a scream i dropped what i was doing and ran out forgetting that there was blood on my hands. the scream came form my room in which Jay was sleeping i burst into the room seeing that he was sitting against the wall, "Jay?" i saw that there was blood on his arms again, how did he get something sharp? then i remembered that in my bathroom were razors for shaving in the medicine cabinet. "Jay, it's Lukas what's wrong" his head snapped up with a glare he shouted "stay the hell away from me!" he got up the blood dripped to the floor "what happened" i say in a harsher tone, he didn't look and me or speak he just stared at my hands "why is there blood on your hands?" his voice soft and tired. "no reason" i lie his glare intensified "i'm leaving" "no your not" what i didn't expect him to do was to shift so now i was staring at a large, angry white tiger. he pounced on me knocking me over, we scuffled for awhile before he won and ran out the room i could hear shouts of surprise and smiled.

i went after him following his scent i found him surrounded by the beta and four fighter wolves "stand down anyone attacks him answers to me." they did as i told he turned to face me with his stance i knew he was going to fight me so i shift into my wolf letting Vincent in control. i  hated to fight my mate but i had to calm him down some how,  the fight didn't last long  actually i knew he gave in first. "what happened?" i try again see if he speaks "I'd rather not talk about it" okay he has to be the most stubborn brat in the world. "im going back inside, it's up to you if you want to come back" i turned to leave"what is the sudden change that you want to trust me?" Jay questioned like he was actually curious "I'm not going to lose you when i just found you" i knew that he had a look of total confusion but until he figures it out i'm not telling him anything.

Jay

i sat on the ground the fight wasn't long because Aria didn't want to fight. i got up and started to walk around when i heard music coming from a building, walking in i saw a guy on the drums, a girl on electric guitar, a girl on base and a guy on key board the mic stood empty. I stopped in front of them, "hello"i say i was totally nervous they stopped and looked at me one of them smiled "why hello, i am Bree" the girl with the base spoke i nod "that's Kyle he plays the drums" the blonde guy smiled "the girl on the electric guitar is my mate her name is Sophie."  Sophie waved "and last but not least the keyboardist is Sam he is Kyle's brother", wow i had no clue that the pack kept nice people they all looked at me with questioning looks "oh, I'm Jay Whitte" Bree's eyes widened "oh my gosh! you poor thing!" she ran to me giving me a hug. I was shocked i never been hugged since my parents died "can't breath Bree" i gasp she quickly let me go "Bree you know the boy?" Sophie asked coming over to comfort her mate "yeah, he was always alone, i noticed but you know i thought it was because he was shy, but then i heard those kids Derek and Jase say things using Jay's name they looked like they were in a fight" Bree's face was forlorn "we have to tell Alpha Lukas that" Kyle said tartly  "no!, don't  please" i begged they all had the same expressions on "but Jay he needs to - "no! he doesn't I'm not part of this pack and i'll never be. You need to understand i don't exist to most of you" Sam looked as if he was ready to shift actually they all do. To change the subject i said "so you guys need a singer?" they smiled and nodded "great, good thing i sing" i smiled looks like i have a new band.