tigers and wolves...oh my(boyxboy)

Chapter 9. i have family????!!!!!

A/N all songs do not belong to be they belong to their rightful bands

Jay

i lived here in this hell hole again.... i escape the pack once and get caught the next. Aria says that i have finally showed an emotion of compassion for my music, because the last time i sang he said i  had more of feeling than i usually did. i still fight with Lucas but it's not as bad.....ok it's weird i act out but he treats me like I'm the most precious thing in the world, which to me makes no since. i keep wishing that i could find my mate already but Aria keeps reminding me like a broken record player that the only way i can find my mate is if I show more emotion and let people in.

   The night of my new band's first big concert i never expected to meet this person who totally changed my world up side down. "yo, Jay big night tonight huh" "yeah i know, actually I am very excited for this is going to be epic!" Kyle smiled i grinned back, i picked out our band name we are called skulls&roses yeah i know real close to Guns and Roses but you know. we had about six hours before the concert and to pass time Bree, Sophie, Kyle and Sam all decided that we needed to celebrate our concert so they all planed a huge party. in reality it was manly them and some other members of the pack that were not busy, and none of them i knew ....... great. party lasted up till 5 pm and then we had an hour and a half to get ready, we were playing in a club i actually never heard of i think that's because they only allow shifters and other "creatures" in. when we were ready i was nervous i did not know if they would like my singing and it was a building full of well non- humans. "our next band tonight is Skulls and Roses" there wasn't much of applause because they never heard of us.

"uh... Hey. I am Jay and tonight we will play mainly songs from my favorite singers Black Veil Brides and Motionless In White" no shouts of complaints so we started off with Wretched and Divine

                                    "

I am the innocent
I am what could have been
The dreams you talk about,
Now left on broken skin
Here lies hysteria,
A land where chaos reigns
Global Disturbia,
Bows down to twisted ways.

A world of hate awaits
We are The Wild Ones
They all look the same...
Our time has come

I am the chosen,
Wretched and Divine
I am the unspoken,
The one they left behind
Fearless, fight until we die
I am broken
The Wretched and Divine

I am the Devil's smile,
The one caught everyday
A hopeful hero's speech
Won't stop the years you bleed
I am a hurricane,
An Army strong as one
As they sit back and laugh
The one you left has just begun

A world of hate awaits
We are The Wild Ones
They all look the same...
Our time has come

I am the chosen,
Wretched and Divine
I am the unspoken,
The one they left behind
Fearless, fight until we die
I am broken
The Wretched and Divine

We live for broken hearts,
Won't watch them fall apart
We live for the ones
Who don't know they exist
We die for endless winter,
Beginner and the sinner
We die for the ones
Who raise their hands to resist

I am the chosen,
Wretched and Divine
I am the unspoken,
The one they left behind
Fearless, fight until we die
I am broken (Broken)
The Wretched and Divine

The Wretched and Divine

The Wretched and Divine"

 we had a few cheers as we finished the song we then played coffin and world of sacrifice. i soon saw who entered and got an idea for which song i wanted to do next ....

Lucas's POV

I wondered where a few of my wolves went off to, but mainly my mate Jay after i asked around i found out that he has started a band with Bree and her gang  sighing i went to the club my beta told me they would be at. i entered as a song ended and having missed the song i missed him singing, not that i haven't heard him sing before it is just a surprise what the boy can sing. It looked like i came in time for the next song which surprised me of the way it was sung .

"

Ya-a-a-a-ao

We take medication to be someone else
And we take off our clothes to pay for the bills
Where downloading content will buy you a sentence
And murder is free in the Hollywood hills

And I'm living one big nightmare, the ugly truth has a model face
Making saints out of useless pop stars
Where's the intelligence?

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

Oil prices are so high we can't feed ourselves
So we buy into fast food and occupy the will
We upload our status and beg for attention
While they're all eating cake up on Capitol Hill

Still living in one big nightmare
God save the human race
Handing convicts fame in HD
Glorified ignorance

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

[Whispered]
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

A-M-E-R-I-C-A
Home of the free, the sick and depraved
A-M-E-R-I-C-A
So why the fuck are you looking at me?

i stared quietly at the front of the stage slowly my gaze met his and i saw a smirk rise on his lips like he knew something i didn't then they played one more song. i quite didn't get the message of the song but i saw the gleam in his eyes "

I never cared you weren't for me
This edge is tried and true
I never cared for you to stop
I've watched you play the fool
You're always one to disagree
Only love for what's prescribed
It's such a game to you
This is you're fucking life

Wasting away just for the craving.
A long for something else
Fading, your pictures on the floor will burn

I never wanted agony
Tragic waste of life
I only wanted you to see
There is no after life

There's no more hope for you
In this paradigm
No more love for you
Ill say this one more time

Wasting away just for the craving.
A long for something else
Fading, your pictures on the floor will burn

she fell in love with herself
(she) fell in love with her distance from life
sick from the melt.
I can't forget her body shuddering

I won't watch you bur" "thank you everyone" as the crowd cheered. i then left in hopes of ambushing him late.

Jay's POV

we were great i know it. after the show which was like around ten at night we were about to get in the van when a girl that looked like me came over "Jay?" her voice reminded me of someone "yeah?" her eyes widened and she ran to me "i've finally found you.... OMG! i found YOU" she cried and yelled tears wetting my shirt "uhhh..." i had no idea what was happening the girl finally calmed down "i'm your sister by blood" then the world went black.